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THE RELIGION

THE DONUT THEORY (How the Universe works; Chaos – Order – Chaos – Order)

11/22/21 Las Vegas City Jail

THE RELIGION

I heard in a program that evolutionists were troubled; “the field you left to science to solve the entire universe occupied 1%, philosophy & religion took over 99%”. So spending 40 years on science (1%) gives me the right to study the remaining 99%.

There is a theory that all scientists and scholars have said and that Stephen Hawking has put into flesh; ‘everything is known by its opposite’. Black and white, day and night, God and devil, sin and merit, 0 and 1, to be or not to be, Abel-Cain, negative-positive, Aaron-Qarun, birth-death. There is also a similar philosophical interpretation; ‘Everything is created in pairs’. ‘Male-female’, ‘brother-sister’ or even twin sister (identical-fraternal), almost all our organs such as two eyes and two ears are dual, in fact, everything that is symmetrical, even soul mate or elsewhere the second existence of us elsewhere in the universe can be counted.

You know, when they came to the Prophet Muhammad, 4 tribes held Hacer-ul Esved from 4 corners with the help of the sheet. Didn’t the Prophet Muhammad come as al-Amin and place that stone in the Kaaba as the 5th Person? Didn’t the Prophet Muhammad, who later despise Mecca he lived in and made Masjid al-Aqsa the qibla, received a compassionate slap and turned his direction to Hacer-ul Eswad? Isn’t the Kaaba considered the middle of the world on some maps? Didn’t Human Evolution or Adam start its story from the Kaaba?

The Prophet Muhammad, who assisted Hacer-ul Esved, has as much right on the formation of the zero or fifth dimension as the others have on that stone. Since the 4 tribes could not solve the issue, they needed the 5th person. Today, this need has always existed in the form of the need to believe, the need to be attached to something, the need to believe in a leader, a single man, a prophet. For years, the solutions created by this need kept humanity busy. Of course, these solutions conflicted with each other over time, copying each other, and partially overlapping and destroying the previous one.

The stories that the universe has accumulated over time were collected and donated to the leading understanding of that period. David stole from Adam, Noah from Sumer, Moses from Joseph, Jesus from Moses, and the Qur’an from the Bible (25 prophets), and a cover was found for all of them, ‘One God’. But man’s realization of his existence in the world as soon as he moves from 4 to 2 legs seems to have started long before Adam was sent to earth. Considered our mother, Lucy seems to have defined herself about 4 million years ago. However, it does not seem possible for the line of prophets starting from Adam to go backwards in this way. In fact, God’s opposition to the Pagan understanding stems from the conflict of interest between the God he cannot find and the God he thinks he has found.

In our theory, since good always leads to good, the synergy that always thinks of goodness, no matter what happens to it, creates goodness in the other universe later or at the same time and fills the world with goodness again. For example, the probability of seeing my deceased grandfather again depends on how much I love him. Doesn’t the hadith-i sharif say, “A person is with the one he loves”? Described in the legend; Although other prophets said, “Nafsi,nafsi (my soul, my soul!)” The Prophet’s saying, “Ummah, ummah!” shows how sociologically he looks at the world.

What keeps the world standing today; The fact that collective good deeds are more than mass murders. The Master also said; “Most of our lives are spent in good health”. The reason why the pain is so low is the contemplation of the mentality that seeks happiness and sees everything beautiful. Since the opportunity to evaluate the accumulations of the past will spread to the world through this theory, it is time to establish the future without God, leader, senate and administration. As stated in the book Waiting For The Second Coming on the coming of Christ, “The salvation of this planet needs new forms of thought that will fundamentally change human behavior in order to completely change the fabric of today’s society.”

Let’s remember the immortal words of POGO; “In the name of our future, we met our enemy, ourselves!”. In the utopia depicted in the movie Avatar and in the dystopia described in ‘1984’, a superior intelligence, a single man, and a committee appear again. Since we cannot think independently of the past, it is necessary for the whole world to adopt a single administration that will urgently insure the system by accepting the best representative form of administration in this regard. The future is not yet written and you are free in all your steps, please remember. Our destiny, which we thought was written in al-Lawh al-Mahfooz (the Preserved Tablet), has pushed us into God’s lap, made us lazy and despairing. People who prefer today’s 10 dollars to next month’s 50 dollars just drowned in their own instant pleasure, lost their creativity and faith.

The legend of people who cried out, “My Lord, send us back to Earth, this time I will be perfect!” only upset and frightened us. Human beings, 90% of whom are connected to the outside world and their family, quickly accepted their destiny. “Everyone more or less resembled their father, and the girls more or less resembled their mother.” Spouses had a surprise; The reproaches such as ‘I saw that the girl came out of her mother’ are entirely the effects of environmental and genetic factors on people. This is the great dilemma of our theory in this part; To disturb by trying to manage, to break the harmony when I want to put it together, to monotonize it when I want to fix it. Unfortunately, our minds are tired of searching for the perfect, that we must aim towards one goal, at least until our savior comes. Doesn’t matter if our Savior comes or not!

The mind loves to discuss non-existent issues because when you start talking about existence, they immediately accuse you of being an Existentialist and immediately put them in the basket of philosophers such as Albert Camus and Jean Sartre. That’s why they say, ‘I swear by God, there is God. They fall into the ridiculousness of holding Allah as a witness. “There is evolution, thank you, and there is also Adam and Eve. “There is the devil, there is God, there is a need to believe in us.” My advice to people full of bullshit is to start with basic sources like Origin of Species, Sapiens, Zeitgeist (The Biggest Story Ever Told) or BBC Inside Fish, the graveyard theories described in the BBC Stephen Hawking Documentary. (We Don’t Need God To Explain Universe)

THE STORY OF PROPHET ABRAHAM

But the Prophet Abraham was also wise, he said when the sun went down, this cannot be my Lord. The moon had risen, but it had also set. When the river dries up in the summer, he realized that the water is not endless. Of course, naturally, he started to attach himself to the fire that started civilization, and when he was full and put out the barbecue, he realized that he could not be a God either.

He couldn’t find it, he was confused, he looked at what the nation believed; He set his sights on the Idol House. He didn’t worship the sun himself, but he thought that these idiots worshiped idols made of mud. While everyone was eating, drinking and having fun in the festival area, he broke into the Idol House, which was donated to the State or managed by the State at that time, and broke all but one idol, then took the ax and hung it on the biggest idol. Public property, of course, he got immediately caught. When it is asked why you did it, he sullenly says: “Not me, here, the biggest idol made this. Look, he has his ax in his hand!” he said. Of course, the Chief of that period said: “Look, son! There were about 50 idols here, but they’re all in the public domain (property). No one has ever seen such an idiot as you! Did you think we were worshiping the mud of the idol?” said. “Of course, we did not believe in it, but in the power that each represents, or in one thing.” said. He was young, he was not kept in prison, he was exiled. Then, his journey that started from Egypt continued until Kades, Hai, Shechem, Gerar, Negev, Bersheba and Beyt-ül Lahim, Sur and even Harran, Urfa. (Of course, with this intelligence, instead of saying “Intercession, O Messenger of Allah!”, he may have said “Intersection, O Messenger of Allah!”, the subject of the study).

*I used ‘intersection’ word here as ‘travel’. (accepted his blunder or slip of tongue) (Evliya Celebi joke)

**Moreover, prayer is not such a thing! If you just say ‘I pray, I pray’, only Allah knows the hearts. It’s impossible for a slip of the tongue like this to lead to a trip, unless it’s a joke.

For example, Jews call the sacrificed son Isaac, Muslims call Ismail. Find the truth bro, let the other side give up! But no, such things neutralize and destroy both sides. 

Also, the blessed one was a goat, not a sheep. I even described how two scapegoats were sacrificed elsewhere. We said the ‘Recency Effect’, that is, just as the Prophet Muhammad dealt with Christianity and Judaism the most, he hunted the primitive pagan tribal religions the easiest, so we shoot the same arrow at him. Prophet Abraham is the father of all, we need to drill there. Juval Noah Harari took care of Adam-Eve. Sumer shattered Noah’s ark, it’s Abraham’s turn. We started with the idol, let’s continue with Nimrod. Even today, the architect of the masterpieces that look like pearls in Adıyaman, Turkey or the King of the time, Nimrod. (I think all Kings were called Nimrod, like Caesar, like Pharaoh.) (Pharaoh doesn’t mean infidel, godless or something, it means Pharaoh, meaning King.)

A fly got into Nimrod’s head, and while it was whirling inside, Nimrod smashed its head against the wall and killed the fly. Then, of course, he couldn’t get his head together. This is the story! Look, there is a pomegranate in the throat! The king died of coughing. Why would Almighty God, who is compassionate and merciful, cut off his ticket and kill a person because of the pomegranate as a lesson before he dies? So why should I take a lesson because a pomegranate seed got stuck in a person’s throat? But I take lessons, I pay attention when I eat.

In addition, add Oya Aydogan lady, who is said to have had her liver torn from coughing when a piece of potato was in her throat, to the footnotes of those books as an exemplary story. Come on, scribble our artist, what happened! If I don’t know, tell me, there is no connection between the person’s way of death and his life. The tragedy of the body, which was shattered by stepping on a mine while protecting the homeland, or Orhan Veli, who fell into the sewer while thinking about it while walking on the street, is the same. In addition, according to Islam, suffering before death reduces the torment in the grave and alleviates the suffering of Hell. Whether this death is a good or a pain for Nimrod, you decide!

The issue is simple, let’s give an example; Even NASA, which we know and declare as secular, had attached an Arabic verse from the Qur’an under the rose-shaped photograph of the galaxy on its website. So even huge astronauts are still; They are in ‘what if!’ mode. As someone with 11 dollars in his pocket, please realize that I am defying NASA, who spent billions of dollars, and forgive me, call me crazy, say devil, forgive me and go on with your work.

The fact that NASA depicts the galaxy as a rose petal and its green light in the middle as the heart of a flower, and that this image coincides with the Happy Birthday Week seems to have been seen as a good coincidence by the Islamic segments. So, like the budding of the flower, they attributed the blooming of the rose petal to the expanding universe, most likely thanks to the Big-bang, and extended a rose branch from Islam to NASA. (but in the original text as Cat’s Eye, rose shape is not mentioned)

ORIGINAL
FAKE

If you move from Earth to there, you will not be able to find out where the image disappears as you approach the red image, or even where the light in the center comes from. But when you say you couldn’t find it and come back, you will realize that the rose shape is still there. So the red part, which we simply see as rose petals, indicates galaxies near us, and the green part indicates more distant galaxies, supernova-like radiation. That is, the Universe appears to be empty in the middle and you; “I will rip out the heart of the Universe.” Then you will be completely faced with the gap in the middle. Let’s listen to the words of Turkish Singer Oğuz Yılmaz: “Damn, summer has come. While I was waiting for Rose, its branch came. How much I loved you ‘religion’, it was hard to leave.”

A simple rainbow thing looks so real! Even when I was little, I believed that the end point was the gold left by the elves or fairies and tried to get closer, but in vain. I stopped after reading Hodja’s book ‘Prism’ because its cover was about the reflection of the Sun, so that was the name. Another example; Just as the Bedouin sees the mirage in the desert and runs to the oasis; he sees that there is nothing, and when he returns, the oasis is still there.

In our Four Leaf Clover Model, it is thought that there is a branch holding the leaves and it is called the Lord, but when he approaches, he realizes that all the teaching in the universe fits into these four concepts and that the middle of the donut is empty, still hopes that it is a mirage. Let the Bedouin hope, but I do not ascribe this expression to the Arabs of the Age of Ignorance. Because Umayya Bin Khalaf realized the situation and said about the Prophet Muhammad: “His words are like a mirage. A thirsty man thinks it is water.”. How well illustrated who is ignorant and who is wise! What commercial morality fits Abu Bakr’s purchase of Bilal at an exorbitant price? At that time, the amount paid to Wahshi is halal, and the amount paid for the 15 people who were asked to return from Negus…

How well they said; ‘God closes one door, opens another.’ Actually stolen; from the Bible, of course. coincidence? Revelation 3:7 “He who has the key [to the house] of David, He who opens and no one will [be able to] shut, and He who shuts and no one opens. or “He is opening doors no one can lock, locking doors noone can open!”. It doesn’t mean the same thing, we have created a confusion of terms even while stealing words. The main point here is: When God closes a door, you have to regret the closing of the door and pray for the new door. Otherwise, God has no reason to constantly create new opportunities. Just as you cannot eat the food in front of you without a cutlery by saying that my heart is clean, as soon as you realize that the door is closed, you have to switch to both the prayer of word and the actual prayer.

Today, despite millions of cameras and recordings, we do not come across a ‘Supernatural’ event, including a demon (jin) recording, being a snake from a rope, or small-scale miracles of dervishes. If you throw Adam from heaven to earth, you will break the connection of human beings with reality, then you will return and try to unite the two realms again by making up stories such as sanctifying man, sitting on the right side of God, ‘fallen angel’ as in Christianity. At the time, I participated in discussions that there were statements in the Qur’an that the Earth was not round. Of course, we now know that the Qur’an directly steals expressions from the Bible. That’s why the statements in the Bible such as “The Sun sets and The Moon recedes” and the statements that the Earth is flat did not surprise me. The people of the period seem to have written down the stories they saw, heard, experienced and told.

The first surah of the Qur’an; Alaq. So ‘blood clot’. In fact, the first thing that a woman sees when she miscarries her baby is the fetus that moves, and it is easily understood that it is the first formation of man because of its movement. So it’s not from the soil, it’s from ‘the clot of blood’. In other words, we are made up of the fetus, that is the gene, that is, the sperm and the egg, that is, we can say DNA (Zygote). You know, the test that could shake the world if we could apply it to that Mother Mary, the DNA test! There are also stories about it being the sperm that clings to the mother’s egg. The men stole the biblical story of creation from the soil you know, and now they’re biologists on us. 26 chromosomes and 26 chromosomes pairings! They are struggling.

Ancient Greece has 4 elements; fire, water, earth, air. This theory seems to have influenced religions as well. The so-called philosophers, who think that fire, water and air are composed of a single substance, have concluded that man comes from the earth like a plant. It makes sense, after all, after adding some water, you can shape it and give it a human-like shape. In fact, given; It is highly probable that the earliest idols were made of soil. Perhaps Abraham came to the conclusion that the Lord could not be made of soil and broke all the idols. Then Prophet Moses, Jesus, Muhammad denied idols and argued that we were created from dust, that is, a spiral of carp, a vicious circle. We now more or less understand that monotheistic religions or spiritual religions cannot be rivaled by Egyptian or Pagan religions because the core values ​​they stand for are nevertheless similar. For example, the biggest factor in the acceptance of Islam by the Turks was Tengri (Anu) and shamanic belief. Shamans also believed in a religion that consisted of symbols of elements such as fire, water, earth and air, and a kind of concepts such as mother nature and God father. I’ve never known a religion that didn’t see lightning strikes as the wrath of God.

Don’t worry, there is no such thing as ‘Year Zero’. There is the first day of the Julian calendar (lately Gregorian calendar) and it also begins with the Sun; not the moment of birth of the child born without a father. Year Zero is only about our Sun. It is a little troublesome to assume that the universe with billions of suns has a Millennium through our Sun, and to assume that the universe is shaped around the Sun, and to assume that there is a Son of God in our world, not in billions of galaxies. It’s a bit like defying probability, a bit like the “Sun revolves around the Earth”, which was put forward in ancient times. (Mediocrity Principle) While I was studying in Alsancak, Turkey I realized that religion cannot be squeezed into the world while looking at the Universe map given by National Geopraphic, and I tried to imagine what the universe, which I had not seen yet, could produce. I wonder what the Hodja is looking at now, seeing the map of Turkey and putting The World Map up instead of saying, “Remove that map, it narrows my horizon.”

There is a word like ‘Flawless’, I’ll use it in the sense of faultless, because ‘perfect’, ‘perfectionism’ means a bit of meticulousness, so I need a more complete term to cover, you know, I’m a Scorpio, I don’t feel comfortable without making everything flawless. For this, I have to change this ‘mortal world, mortal man’ perspective. You know, as they say: “If you get 1 kilometer closer to the Earth, it will burn, if you move 1 kilometer away, it will freeze, or if you increase the amount of oxygen by 0.1%, everything will ignite, if you decrease it by 0.1%, nothing will burn.” I think this perspective is flawed. I can’t see any other purpose other than taking the knowledge they call ‘Grand Design’ and connecting it to Allah. It has become such an easy approach to connect all the forces of nature, even the supernatural events that we cannot perceive, to Allah in order to say how perfect everything created is, and get out of it. That is, these people cannot be spoken to, struggled with, or refuted.

Everything in the universe has to be in balance anyway, and our existence has a meaning because the universe you see now is at the equilibrium point, and the calculations that it will not affect us even if there is a supernova explosion are a sign of this. Otherwise, the Earth* (Hadith-i-Sharif) in the horn of the ox may lose its balance at any moment. Anyway, thanks to the observatories, we are safe for a while, don’t worry. In other words, the idea that the world is created and then fine-tuned, which we call ‘Grand Design’, is not based on any basis, and cannot find a place for itself in the general functioning of the universe.

For example, we mentioned the miracle of the Prophet Muhammad *** (Philosophy: The Moon is not related to the Earth because it is far from the Earth) and the miracle of dividing the Moon into two. It is not possible for a natural phenomenon such as “I divided into two, it will be back to normal soon!” to occur. Also, think of it this way: The person who saw the moon split into two immediately believed and joined the ranks of Islam. Two days later, he’ll just start to eat up thinking that he believes in a miracle, what if it’s magic, or if I’ve had too much wine, or if it’s all a game! he will say. Please think deeply and listen to my words, even faith, even frivolous, is a process. It requires a process of acceptance, a settling in, we see this in almost every religion, in every philosophy. Therefore, even the issues that we call miracles, meaning things that will not happen, are unnecessary items for the universe and creation, and no faith that will be built on miracles will be established.

Just as the Paganist understanding was enough to destroy God, the story of Pharaoh’s magicians must be partially true. In other words, sorcery, magic, witchcraft, fortune-telling arrows, astrological provisions, demonstrations in which the fire in shamanic belief affects the universe, yogis jumping 3-4 meters up and forward by cross-legged, moving metal or glass items with the energy of the mind (also in the Matrix). The appearance of a person whose arm is amputated or severed has an arm in ultrasound devices. (Completion of the missing things of the mind). The existence of non-Islamic magic (perhaps called Talisman), ‘reproduction’, time travelers, kinesthesia seem meaningful enough to us. Pharaoh summoned magicians and made the strings dance like snakes. Like the movement of light objects with the help of the plus+ and minus- poles of the ebonite rod, maybe because the magnet coming from another place was known to the public, an interesting fun game came to the pharaoh, they were laughing and having fun. No one was doing magic and saying, ‘I am a god’, or the pharaoh was not stealing the ideas of magicians by saying, ‘Look how powerful I am!’. Everything was fine until the Prophet Moses came and threw his staff in the middle and the staff that turned into a snake swallowed all the ropes. So what happened, what did Prophet Moses prove? Are you sick to your stomach too? Why do you come and make a mess bro? Let’s say you are a true prophet, what did you get? Pharaoh and the magicians have lost their temper, anyways. Those like Moses destroyed the 5,000-year-old Tutankhamun civilization with stories like this, those who built the pyramids, those who advanced in medicine, and those who established observatories with a power that we cannot explain even today, have lost their taste.

What idiot ruler calls two slaves and kills one, frees one and then says look, I am God, I am mighty, are you stupid, my son, are you the only one smart! This is the “Scapegoat” story you know, a story of sacrificing one, burdening the other with all the sins, forgiving and releasing it into nature. For years they forced us to choose a side. Because the idea of a mortal world, a mortal human immediately connects us to the fact that this world is a demo version, that it does not satisfy the eternal feelings of man, and leads to illusions, but still, 5 billion people are still religious believers today.

Never mind, listen to me; There is a good saying, “if I spit down there is a beard; I have a mustache if I spit up! – Then spit in the middle.” You’re not without options, bro, spit. You have to be in the middle, there is no other way. “Man cannot fly without two wings; one is science, one is religion.” Total bullshit. While materialists are in agony when they say whether they exist or not, religious people never respect the material side. I have not seen such a person has both, let me say ‘my teacher’, let me say ‘master’, ‘excellency’, let me turn around at his door. Of course, one day we will have a time to move forward, but it is not the ‘Rose Age-Golden Age’ because that too was stolen. I guess that day was the ‘Golden Age’, we stole it, you know. (Christianity spread quickly through the provinces of the Roman Empire, shown here at its height in the early 2nd Century)

They tried to influence the worldly life with terms such as Islamic philosophy, Islamic economics, and Islamic law, and tried to rule the world with their own ideas. They got involved in the economy by saying zakat, in law by saying fiqh, in biology by saying Adam, and in geography by saying 7 layers of sky. They got involved in technology by saying that the Prophet watched the Mute war as if they were watching it on TV, in medicine by saying that he took his hand and opened his eyes, and in chemistry by saying that the dried tree came to life (speaking). By saying 2 shares for men and 1 share for women, they got involved in inheritance law, Sumerian history by telling Noah, and physics (the Prophet Mohammed’s ascension) by ascending to Miraj, almost everywhere, then your religion is for you and mine is for me. No way!

If we start today, the damage you have done to cleaning and humanity is 50 years. In addition, if we look at it from a sociological and historical point of view, they are all our heritage, they are all works, they are an idea, they have many positive effects even if they are wrong. It is undeniable that every religion made a great contribution to humanity during its rise, especially like the rise of the Ottoman Empire. At least there was hope, thanks to his understanding of taqwa, every person tried to tidy himself up as if they were being watched by cameras. Most of the bigotry of religion has remained on the basis of individuals. We come across more constructive, modern ideas in social settings. I realized the idea that they had collated the four holy books and produced the American Constitution all the way back in 2006 when I set foot here. Beautiful traits are accepted everywhere, because they do not contradict the reality of the universe, so let’s refute the events we know and destroy the general perception of religion, but let’s not be hostile. They didn’t go very far anyway, all in 5,000 years. My mother, the chimpanzee Lucy, is 4 million years old, my Ethiopian grandfather is 3 million. Even Sumer is older than these!

In that way, we do not have an understanding of making people superior to everything with the humanist idea, on the contrary, we have found their soft bellies. We have enough evidence, after all, for 2,000 years, we have had a Prophet Jesus, a Prophet Muhammad, and let’s say, a Jesus Christ who will come again, even they predicted that their end would come. But the things they claim are so big that they cannot be eaten. They derailed all humanity by saying, “The world is mortal, death is sudden!” Well, did it fall on me? Yes, it fell on me, it fell on you, it fell on ‘Guncag’. I consider myself a perfectionist because I am a Scorpio and try to pass on what I learned and my theories to future generations. Like the saying attributed to Omar bin Khattab, “If 1 person will burn in hell and everyone else will be saved, that person is definitely me! Do not be afraid, or if it is said that 1 person deserves to enter heaven, it is me” or “If it is called that all people will go to hell except one person, I hope that that person will be me. If it is called that all people except one person will enter heaven, I am afraid that that person will be me.” (Original) “It is necessary to hope! My feeling of being ‘flawless’ is at this point.

Or Jesus, who was crucified for the salvation of all humanity but did not return from his ‘Case’ and burdened with sins, the spirit of Abu Bakr who said, “O Lord, enlarge my body so that there will be no room for anyone else in hell.” (Siddiq-i Akbar: “I ask Allah to not go to Hell for believers. I want my body to grow in Hell so that I will suffer for all instead.”) Maybe Jesus was deceived by Mother Mary: “Your father was a god, my child!”. Mohammed also blended the stories told by Waraqa Bin Nawfal with the harmony of Arabic and captured Umar’s artistic spirit, who knows. For example, the scene of The Message, in which Abu Sufyan throws a pouch of money to the poet who sings praises in Arabic, is remarkable! The man is already a man.

All over the world, prisoners are provided with religious support, trying to meet their needs in the jailhouse and outside. It’s the same in America. When I was in custody, a friend told me that he wanted to get help when he went out, but the conditions of the church were very harsh. Although he has known me for two weeks; “They’ll love you, go ask for help if you need it.” he said. When I joked that I don’t look like anything but a Muslim with this beard, he said, “They won’t find a better Christian than you.” he said, thanks man. Of course it’s an exaggeration. After all, I came to Vegas as Sin City, prison only brings out the good in you.

In short, I rejected the offer of the church because not living as one believes, hypocrisy or ‘Hypocracy’ is what I fear most. You know, ‘Vegas life’. Although we haven’t seen anything yet 🙂 In 2018, I got off the plane. I was dreaming of Sin City. I crossed the old lady who was trying to walk with a two-armed cane-like device. They thought I was an incurable addict and put me in jail; Here, too, I try to be useful to myself and those around me with the principle of “take one step back whatever you use”, which I call ‘Step Back’. Anyway, it’s almost time, may my Lord grant us to see ‘Vegas life’ from the end. Instead of saying, ‘May God save you’, my mother prayed, ‘May my Lord suit you there!’ I have no desire to go out 😊

When you are in prison, concepts such as religion, nationality and race disappear, and when you look from the top floor, you look like 30 walking carrots. There is only difference in food. The separate pots they call ‘Kosher’ are only for Muslims and Jews, supposedly halal cuts. Weren’t they hostile to us when we said ‘One Minute’? The Jews who crucified Jesus hosted the Muslims in Medina, alas! While shepherding the Palestinian cause, the mentality that sees the sheep herded by the Jew as better than other people is also a bit of a sheep, isn’t it? Another research topic; Didn’t the Prophet Muhammad conquer Mecca in 630? Why did he go and be buried in Medina again?*** I heard that the graves of the Companions are not so garish either.

I wonder if the state continued with the hand of the Quraysh and the Umayyads, but did Islam remain a bit of a priesthood, a bit of a hobby? We are witnessing the fusion of religion and politics. Let’s remember the arrival of Hamza. The prophet’s uncle, who generally resided in the desert, was unaware of the caravans, festivals and of course idols in Mecca, and trade was greatly invigorated by Abu Jahl and Abu Sufyan’s goods from Syria. Hamza was valiant, brave, a true leader. But the notables of Mecca, even Khadija, became rich. Hamza was alone and heard the story of Muhammad and came and said; “When I was alone in the desert, I realized that the Lord cannot be trapped within four walls.” said and surrendered to Muhammad. Abu Sufyan’s wife, Hint, noticed the situation and said, “Hamza, Lion Hunter. Now he’s hunting bugs!” She stated that Hamza’s term was over. Hamza is the envy of everyone; “I’ll hunt you down soon, Hind!” he had said his word. Hamza had shown his valor to everyone, but Hind quickly grasped the matter and got what she wanted. She was a very intelligent woman, she knew her husband was a jewelry, it was obvious what Mohammed and Hamza were hostile to. Their aim was to weaken the State, to provoke slaves, to put ideas into youth’s head, to smash the wheels of the system with the promise of heaven against the corrupt legal system and the promise of another world, the issue was again not a matter of 3-5 idols. Because their ancestors were Abbas, Ishmael, Abraham, their religion was Hebrew Jewish, there was only One God. They both had samples in their hands. Moses was able to withstand the Pharaoh and saved the Israelites. The ‘Trinity’ belief of Jesus had reached Rome, Germany, Russia and Africa. They knew from the beginning, at least Waraka bin Nawfal knew. He knew the suffering of Moses. He knew that Jesus was crowned with thorns and nailed to the cross at the age of 30, no power could have stood against One God, no State could survive forever because it does not promise eternity. The State can change its shape as the law changes, and the first woman to face reality was ‘the Hind’.

It was necessary to teach Hamza how to talk to a woman, no matter how valiant, because it was his doctrine to oppose those who bury their daughters, to prevent their women from being bought and sold like property. (Though the Prophet Muhammad took 10-year-old Aisha and no one said what are you doing, Ekrem-ul Ekremin) If the aim was religion, he would have come, but if the aim was hunting, Hind had the right to stand in front of him. In fact, she was patient. She waited for them to migrate.

She, Hind, watched the killing of Abu Lahab and Abu Jahl. Until they plundered the caravans from Syria at Badr, her heart actually little bit inclined towards them. Seeing that they were sharing the trophies, she persevered against the thief, she was determined, hired the slave nobody did not liberate in Uhud, and killed his uncle – the heart of Muhammad – on the spot. She smashed the chador of Muhammad, who ordered women to cover themselves as if it was his duty, she supposedly accepted Islam, in fact she regretted those who despised women, and died long after Muhammad. Because Hamza threatened, he said he will hunt her soon, too, he has gone himself…

Hamza died but pushed his nephew into the arms of the Jew in Medina. It is good to rule Mecca from Medina, he declared his legitimacy by signing a peace treaty in Hudaybiyya. Primitive Arab religion could not cope with him, yet he was always in the ‘I loved you from afar’ mode. When those who missed their homeland wanted to return, those in Mecca agreed. It was good that loved from afar, but when it was said, ‘take the baby in your arms,’ it exploded. Because plans were made in Mecca, no one fought, the one who took refuge in Abu Sufyan, same as Hind, survived, -or later hunted down one by one. I think S.A.V. including.

The primitive Arab pagan religion could not save them from the Bermuda triangle, how to deal with 4 books, 25 prophets and 3,000 years of history? But the state confronted them, there was science in the state, there was truth. Gone are the days when dreams were sold. The caliphate was invented and all the eggs were put in this basket. When the poor Yavuz took the Hijaz, he brought the caliphate to the Ottoman Empire, and when he could not bring the Kaaba, he robbed the holy relics. Ertugrul Gazi and Osman Gazi were replaced by sheikh al-Islam’s and judges, the Sultan’s words were unheard of, the people accepted the sultanate, but the caliphate was not something that was passed from father to son. Suleiman’s harem, full of Russian concubines, did not resemble Solomon’s Temple at all.

With the help of the sultan’s mothers, the 1,000-year-old Karakhanids were on the verge of disintegration in 100 years. In 200 years, the State, which was as much as a sheet, had become as much as a handkerchief. Anyway, Ataturk saved us, he saved us from what, that’s what he saved us from. Look, we left the whole caliphate, and for 100 years, a servant of Allah, including Saudi Arabia, did not take it, so it is not such an attractive thing. Finally, they combined money with faith and called it ‘Abdülmecid’. No, it didn’t hold any stitches again. Anyway, you give me the sword of David, I will return all the holy relics to their place, but if the Ottomans gave you something, I will take it away. Everyone will revert to the original and the ‘Salvation’ will come. Yildirim Bayezid was taken prisoner, drank the poison in his ring, but did not become a slave. He gifted Istanbul to his grandson. Mashallah, Cem Sultan was destroying the whole state by himself. Maybe if the late Ecevit had read my book, he would have understood why they delivered Apo. Especially if you invite them to the country and then cage them, it’s just for you. Seeing what was done to Erbakan; I couldn’t help thinking what would happen to us who did this to his teacher, it’s best not to splash it on me.

When Ammar dropped the idol with his hand; “Look, he can’t protect himself yet, how can he protect you? he got his parents round on that idea. While Sumayya was killed by Abu Jahl: “Where is your Lord who is one?” it was asked. It was the murderers who took this state power that united the early believers. Neither 1 Lord, nor 1,000, nor Hubel! None of them protected them. What happened was to their own descendants, to their youth, we lost a lot of our young people in Çanakkale, they too were injured in this civil war.

For example, there is an object called ‘rozary’, the rosary (tesbih) you know. Christians also read various prayers and advance the rosary according to the number. And they call it by the name of Fatima. Isn’t this daughter of the Prophet, the hand of Fatima we know, our Mother Fadime (Fatma)? The Prophet named his daughter from there, you call them devils. Please some respect! Do not make mischief by saying that Christianity is a corrupt religion or something. See if you can take advice, learn a lesson, or oppose it if necessary. Do not give up on Hawking when you see Jesus, on Einstein when you see Moses, on Nazim Hikmet when you see Necip Fazil! After all, there is only one truth and none of us can change it. Respect them so that they even tolerate your criticism. Respect and me though, hah ha!

“Hide your sins so that I can forgive them.” or “(If a person hides his sin in the world, Allah-u Ta’ala will hide this sin from His servants on the Day of Judgment.) [Muslim]”. That is, even if you have sinned, do not be ashamed of it, do not reveal it, and do not destroy it in yourself. This is the Muslim maxim. Whereas Proverbs (28:13) “Whoever conceals his sins will not prosper, but whoever confesses and reveals will find mercy.” Or “Whoever conceals their sins does not prosper, but the one who confesses and renounces them finds mercy.” This is the Christian maxim. In other words, don’t keep the sin inside, tell it to someone without gnawing it and relax. Aren’t they both right? But diametrically opposite. Whichever dervish or priest you go to will see both as right. When Nasiruddin Hodja said that they were both right, someone objected, “Well, you’re right too!” he had said. There was also a nun joke, but I won’t tell you now. So, what I’m saying is that you never join these religions or anything, you become a priest (‘become an enemy’– Turkish joke), engage in The Donut Theory, not polemics.

Speaking of priest, let’s have a little anecdote; Randy Alcorn, who wrote Heaven and the New Earth, said of a pastor friend; “I can’t get this idea of ​​infinity (tedium) out of my head. Soaring above the clouds and playing the harp doing nothing… all this is pretty boring. Heaven doesn’t sound that good compared to hell. Maybe I would rather perish than live in a place like this forever.” He conveys his argument in this form. Then he says he doesn’t know the truth and tries to explain. I’ve read the book over and over again, but I haven’t gotten very far. Simply this; there are not even 70 houri offered in Islam in the book. Everyone will be with their family; they will see acquaintances or famous faces. Until the New World is established, the Prophet Jesus will gather believers in a place called Paradise. Until the Day of Judgment comes and the world is destroyed, all people will have a good time with the Prophet Jesus in Heaven, our material existence will be preserved, and everyone will be aware of what is going on in the world until the Day of Judgment, but this will not upset us, and we will not grieve for those who are not in Paradise. On the Day of Judgment, the Prophet Jesus will come and gather all the believers and wait for the construction of the New World in heaven with the dead.

The New World will be built on the old world, it will be more beautiful, more perfect, animals and plants will be preserved (names and species), there will be no bad feelings, Jesus, the Lord and believers will live happily in the New World forever. Of course, the greatest pleasure will be to see Jamalullah, 1 minute with Jesus is like 1,000 years; I can summarize it as 1,000 years will be like 1 minute. There is no difference between it and the understanding in Islam, only because Christians are more material and humane, they establish heaven on the old world under the name of the New World, and it depicts that the Lord will come here to live with them and place his son in his right hand. Sounds like a nice, thrifty vision to me too, just creating trillions of stars and being stuck on Earth again seems a bit ignorant, it narrows my horizons, I can’t lie. The new worlds that are formed in our Donut Theory, the worlds that are constantly renewed, the organisms that are always renewed, the moments when the perfect balance is established reminded us of a world more identified with mother nature, namely Avatar, I think it’s nice.

It is quite natural and even necessary for us to believe in the afterlife in a universe formed in this way, to want to see our family and loved ones again, to exist in heaven forever, because the spirit of the universe, which has been in motion until now, has permeated us. In fact, since the universe is quadrillion times larger than humans, it is natural and imperative for humans to need an elder, a leader, a captain and a creator. For example, think like this: Although no belief in God (including Pagan-Zoroastrian) can be easily refuted, the differences between these religions can be easily demonstrated. According to the Christian belief, the Prophet Jesus is the son of Allah and will be descended to Earth, there is no need for the Prophet Muhammad to come in between. In the Islamic belief, there is no need for God, who has not given birth or been born, to create a son for himself, to blame all the sins of people on him and to crucify him, because it is He who creates sin and merit. It cannot be personified; it cannot be made into an image. He does not have a throne on the right side of which he sits his son. Mother Mary is holy but not queen. So what enables us to have this belief, as we have just stated, is the holy spirit, ‘Holy Ghost’. That is, whether a leader, guide, prophet, saint or mujaddid comes or not, the spirit of the universe pushes us to believe, to live a little more, to exist somehow. Of course, the reason why the people who have come so far are valuable and followed is the cause they defend rather than their existence.

Because the Prophet Jesus blocked all other ways by saying that you can only reach God through me, and the other prophet tried to bring his own religion to the forefront by saying that the only religion in the sight of the Lord is Islam. What does a person who hopes to see his deceased loved one do for one more second? What does he sacrifice? The fruit of the spirit is love, everyone is nourished by love, goodness is the work of love, love is the work of love. Allah has not created a stronger bond than love to bind people together. Martin Luther King Jr. said: ” And I say to you, I have also decided to stick with love, for I know that love is ultimately the only answer to mankind’s problems. I have decided to love. If you are seeking the highest good, I think you can And the beautiful thing is that we aren’t moving wrong when we do it, because John was right, God is love. He who hates does not know God, but he who loves has the key that unlocks the door to the meaning of ultimate reality.” Everything can exist with the merciful and merciful creator. (The Qur’an) Of course, we do not know in what way we will see our loved ones, in what position we will be, but it is definitely not in the form of a prison visit as mentioned in the holy books and legends. If it is examined, it is obvious that he cannot regulate the relations of husband and wife or father-son relations. In heaven, impersonating the person you want, like 70 houri-gilman (servants) seems to hurt a bit.

It’s hard to predict what will happen in our next life. Because of this difficulty, religions have tried to fill our sense of emptiness, but it is obvious that they are also insufficient. Their connection with God seems very weak. In our 4 million-year adventure, apart from the pages (booklets) sent to Adam, Seth, Idris, Abraham and similar people and which we have never been able to reach, the Psalms and the Torah, which were sent to the prophet David and Moses, and the Qur’an, seem like the word of God, but in fact, the Bible is the story of what happened, and it seems to be a second-hand account of the advice given.

Apart from the 3 great prophets, there is no face-to-face meeting with God. In short, although we have a feeling of belief and curiosity about death and afterlife, our knowledge remains very limited and constantly contradicts each other. If we look at the subject deductively, Christianity is the first, which commodifies God the most, Islam is the second, which remains fresh because it is the last religion, and Judaism, which relied on Abraham, which is the basis of these two religions, but could not grow because it is nationalist, takes the third place. China and India, including Russia, have nationalistic or difficult-to-adapt religions, and we do not come across any other understanding apart from these.

The same thing happened to the prophets. For example, the children who threw stones at the Prophet Muhammad in Taif did not know who or what they were defending, you cannot be angry with them either because they are ignorant, they are still children. Jesus said, “Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.” Luke 23-34. When they came to get permission to throw stones at the woman they had slandered, Jesus Christ, seeing that he did not know who was making this fuss, announced that they dispersed and removed this custom. Do not be fooled by the word of third parties. Love is for two. If you can’t do it with love, don’t do it in vain. If you can’t do it with love, don’t get involved. All is well but love is something else. Anyone who can’t kill love will kill their loved one, they can’t replace anyone.

Mediocrity Fallacy: Considering that everything in the universe will gain meaning when it is in balance, the dilemma and error of thinking that every order we see is the creation of a creator’s design. Recency Effect, devaluing the past, depressing the future. Assuming we’re in the middle of the micro and macro universe. Feeling as if we will live this long again from now, history will be repeated again after today, and the feeling that the end of the world will break comes.  It feels like we are in the middle of technology era, it seems that we will come across flying cars or cloned people, the idea of ​​being human among people, thinking that it is an ordinary idea, an average humankind, have a herd mentality. Although the universe appears to be made up of spherical bodies, its orbit appears flat, which fits the main schematic image of our Donut Theory, making a multidimensional model of a hollow sphere has become meaningless.

**Don’t worry, maybe we didn’t place humans at the center of the universe, but the macro and micro realms show that humanity didn’t start like that 2000 years ago. Following ‘Adam-Jesus-others-Jesus again’ is presented as a brief history of humanity. However, if we start with Lucy, there were humans 4 million years ago. 5 billion years is too big to fit in 4 Books.

There is a current debate: Should the Religious Culture and Moral Knowledge course be optional or compulsory? My opinion is this; Just as the ministries are separated, it is necessary to separate them. Because as far as I can see, families do not want this lesson so that their children do not become bigoted, but they deprive them of moral knowledge. On the one hand, we claim that we are raising intelligent, agile and moral athletes, while on the other hand we have jackal teachers who grew up with religious culture. Whether religion exists or not, morality must be compulsory.

Islam is not an original religion at all, for example, the story of its creation from soil is mentioned in the Bible and it is called ‘dust’ for short. Genesis 2:7 “Then the Lord God formed a man[a] from the dust of the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life, and the man became a living being.” When I looked up at the sky, I couldn’t help but think; Since so many stars and planets were formed without humans, it is not ridiculous to claim that humans are also ‘stardust’. They don’t make people talk, at least not saying anything contrary to religion makes me feel good. You say ‘dust’, we ‘stardust’, let’s fight! Of course, they say ‘dust’, but they call Adam ‘dust’. Eve’s raw material is bone, that is, God first created man and woman out of man. Well, if women accept it, I’m not saying anything. I say it’s nice that God has savings on it. Truth? The truth is; Men and women are formed from the same zygote, that is, the formation and existence are the same, the thing that distinguishes them is the sex gene, it is not separated from each other. Neset Baba (Turkish singer) said the opposite: “Women are human, men are human-made.” In other words, it is a methodical difference that he gave birth to Jesus through Mary and formed Eve from Adam’s bone.

“He who attains true faith can challenge the universe.” is not it? No, it is not the word of the master. John 16:33 “I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have Overcome The World”.

Am I too argumentative? But I will open the Bible for discussion now, don’t worry. For example, Luke 5:5-6 The fisherman story… Jesus went fishing with Peter where no one else could fish, and came back with enough fish to nearly sink the boat. You may call me a enthusiasm bender, but think of other fishermen who saw Jesus. Americans call it “joy-sucking”, don’t see me as a prophet. They also have the principle, before us; for example Matt 6:3 “But when you give to the needy, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing”. The left hand will not know what the right hand gives, their motto is not ours.

Colossians 1:27 “To them God has chosen to make known among the Gentiles the riches of this mystery, which is Christ in you, the hope of glory.” Christ in you! Happiness is within us. Guru’s maxim. Revelation 22: 4 They will see his face, and his name will be on their foreheads.” (Seeing Jamalullah)”

Mark 11:23 “Truly I tell you, if anyone says to this mountain, ‘Go, throw yourself into the sea,’ and does not doubt in their heart but believes that what they say will happen, it will be done for them. ” -Tell mountain to go- In the Qur’an, we talk about how to run mountains, but it does exist.

Mark 6:44-46 Now when Jesus saw the crowds, he went up on a mountainside and sat down. His disciples came to him, “He went up to hills by himself.” They stole from Moses too, though.

Luke 23:34 Jesus said, “Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.” And they divided up his clothes by casting lots.” Prophet Muhammad: “Father forgive them!, they don’t know what they’re doing”

Luke 21:29 He told them this parable: “Look at the fig tree and all the trees. “Look at the fig tree”. Fig is not mentioned for the first time in the Qur’an. James 3-12 “My brothers and sisters, can a fig tree bear olives, or a grapevine bear figs? Neither can a salt spring produce fresh water.” Figs and olives go together in the Bible. Surah Tin of the Qur’an.

Palm 103: 12 “He has removed our sins as far from us as the East is from the West.” I think Pastor Max Lucado has taken charge of the situation, and I’m sure he would have found a cover for it if it had been called North Pole-South Pole. We have one too, Omer Celakil. I think it’s a disease of reaching the cause from the result. They gave him the title Doctorate, but I haven’t seen any of his inventions in the name of religion until today. However, he seems to be good with mathematics. It’s like he’s very faithful, devoted. Even if his calculations are correct, anyone who knows God will immediately understand that this is not the way God works. The message seems to be related to the fact that people who are oppressed, despised and excluded can also have a very powerful response in society. Prophet Jesus was born in a barn (livestock), Moses was fatherless, Muhammad was an orphan, and Said-i Nursi was miserable. They had no one but Allah, they asked him what they wanted. For example, who else on the cross could Jesus, as a prophecy, beg forgiveness from? (Why have you forsaken me?) His supporters were scattered like freckles when Jesus was arrested. They were used by their mentors. The Israelites were completely deceived by the Abrahamics. The Prophet Jesus was filled by his mother and uncle Zechariah, and the Prophet Muhammad by Waraka Bin Nawfel. Moses, too, had somehow grit his teeth at the pharaoh. But the current government was not killing them. Rumors that Jesus’ sarcophagus was empty may have been used to spread the belief that he had ascended to heaven.

The Prophet Moses was also displaced, but it is not very convincing that Pharaoh followed him while he was leaving. In general, rulers expel religious leaders who somehow cause discord or consider exile within the country. Therefore, the idea that Moses, after splitting the sea, followed behind the pharaoh and drowned is not credible. When the Prophet Muhammad sent the first crew to Abyssinia, the Quraysh offered bribes, and when it was not accepted, the Quraysh did not go against them. When the Prophet Muhammad migrated to Medina, no one followed and killed him. The Republic of Turkey also seems to have left the religious elders who immigrated to America, Germany and Australia alone.

The state exiled Bediuzzaman from 1922 to 1950, but did not kill him. As long as they don’t interfere in the internal affairs of the country, it seems like they believe what they want. There seems to be no authority chasing reflex since eternity. Sovereign power is also tied in the face of religion. For example, the Qur’an was made into a book during the reign of Abu Bakr. So you will arrest the man (Muhammad) for claiming to be a prophet, there is no evidence, there is no book until he dies. Then it is said that only Aisha narrated a million hadiths. You understand, don’t you? When the Prophet died, it means that everyone felt comfortable. So Zechariah rose the bait, Jesus died in vain. “Kill the bird!”, “Kill the nighthingale.” Blame the innocent!

Don’t look at it, yet being humble and fearing God is wealth, honor, living life.

Let’s take a look at what was said in the Friday sermon; “Verily, Allah orders justice and kindness, and giving (help) to the relatives, and He forbids immoral sins, and evil and tyranny. He admonishes you, so that perhaps you may take heed. (and wounds equal for equal.(Surat an-Nahl, Verse 90)”
Original; Put to death, therefore, whatever belongs to your earthly nature: sexual immorality, impurity, lust, evil desires and greed, which is idolatry. Because of these, the wrath of God is coming. You used to walk in these ways, in the life you once lived. But now you must also rid yourselves of all such things as these: anger, rage, malice, slander, and filthy language from your lips. Do not lie to each other, since you have taken off your old self with its practices and have put on the new self, which is being renewed in knowledge in the image of its Creator. Colossians 3:5-10

On the subject of the right of others on you, Matthew 5:23-24, for example, there is the issue of going to the door of the Lord and asking his brother for halal before presenting it to him. Matthew 5:23-24 “Therefore, if you are offering your gift at the altar and there remember that your brother or sister has something against you, leave your gift there in front of the altar. First go and be reconciled to them; then come and offer your gift.”
Islam radically rejects Christianity, saying that Allah did not give birth and was not born. The whole doctrine of Christianity, on the other hand, points out that Prophet Jesus is the son of God and even has the same status as Allah, and states that there will be no prophet in any way afterwards. “Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be used to his own advantage; rather, he made himself nothing by taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness.” (Philippians 2:6-7) This shows that Jesus, as seen in the Scriptures or verses, put aside his deity and assumed the title of a slave, like Muhammad. In other words, what a great virtue it was for the prophet, whom we boasted about for years, to be God’s servant and then his messenger, but it seems that the Prophet Jesus 600 years ago left his divine features aside, let alone prophecy, and became a human being. In Matthew 11:19, he was even called “Lust, a friend of riffruff”. In fact, Paul, who helped spread Christianity to Ancient Greece and Rome, says as one of his apostles: “I am Paul, a slave of God!” (Titus 1:1). Once again, it is seen that Islam not only stole 25 Prophets with their names and stories, but also stole the subtleties of character and naive structure of Christianity. In short, let’s sit down and discuss Christianity, but there is no need to discuss Islam!
TAQWA
Let’s just feel that today; Every action we take takes place only at our own will. It is not possible to be fatalistic, because when everyone expresses his will, there is no need for a god, it is not possible for a common god to regulate what happens. Also, no need. Underlying everyone’s imagining that they will exist in heaven in a similar way to their current bodies and taste similar pleasures to the same material pleasure here, lies not the understanding of God, but the desire to get what they deserve more. It’s a matter of not being able to resist. to Abu Jahl; “Oh, you couldn’t stand up to Muhammad!” When the Quraysh came out, he said; “Muhammad promises paradise, we have no power to resist it.” He desperately tried to explain that the state can only claim 1% of the pie. It is not possible for the state to herald the emancipation of humanity with the sultanate or the advanced one-man models or the council. Salvation is only by seeing ourselves as both the creator and the created and using the camera we have installed for self-control.
SYNERGY
The God in me is over if you say it exists, because it exists now. Where, in your mind! Religions are similar, but monotheistic religions are more similar.
Problem? It is the work of the same mind to dislike ZEUS, who created the 4-armed man, and to produce the god of 2-armed MOSES. The first prophet mentioned in the Qur’an is MOSES, anti-Pharaoh. (They call Jesus, Jewish Jesus) What else would it be? Against the pharaoh, who had both material and spiritual power, there had to be only 1 power, and that was again the son of the pharaoh, MOSES! What bastard could destroy a huge civilization like Egypt and establish a kingdom? Of course there is easy; To be a God-King and to say that he received this power directly from God, not from the state. It is very boring to listen to the stories of the king’s jesters or magicians, and it is exciting to follow those who oppose him. This is the Moses story! Let us repeat our last words for the Blessed Virgin Mary: It is not easy to attribute the child born without marriage to her fiancee (also referred to as her husband in some texts) or to her maternal uncle, but to say that she took it directly from God is a relief. This is the biggest question ever! Aaah Meryem, you threw us into the big fire!
Let’s not hesitate, let’s research, write, let’s give our brains a storm. Let’s be contradictory, contradicting ourselves, it’s not for me to jump on it and relax just because we found the truth. Here are the 9 fruits of the spirit described in Christianity: love, joy, peace, patience, grace, goodness, faith, kindness, and self-control. If you are tired, write down these fruits and apply them to your life. Close the book too, you’ve solved the issue.
-Aaa, continue reading? Let’s blow the storm then. The story is as follows; Prophet Moses could not even draw the magic that magicians used to make use of tiny electrifications by transforming the rope particles into snakes to entertain the pharaoh, and spread the story that he turned the staff of God into a snake and swallowed other ropes. It was a game-changer in a way. No one was demanding that the strings turn into snakes, no such thing as magic. In fact, Moses had killed a man, even if he was negligent, and he had no place among the people. When the exile order came, Musa took his people and leaned on the Red Sea and had no place to go. He looked at the sea and realized that he was going to die. Despite all that, his Lord left him alone again, he was sad and put his finger into the sea in anger; “You were going to save us?” he drank. That was his last story, waiting for the Lord to tell him that his mission had been accomplished, waiting for him to part the sea in two, but it didn’t. Because there was no enemy coming after his people, it was enough for Pharaoh that Moses left Egypt, that was the punishment of Moses and the Sons of Israel. Egypt did not need Moses. The cruel pharaoh would fall, an innocent pharaoh would take his place, such was the state’s affairs. Moses and his God were not needed to establish civilization. The 10 Commandments brought by Moses were already contained in ancient Egyptian laws.

THE STORY OF THE FIRST QIBLA MOSQUE-I AKSA AND ISTANBUL
Perhaps the Prophet Muhammad should have based his doctrine on the Kaaba, which is so sacred that even he himself did not know. Because he said Masjid al-Aqsa first, and when he saw the reaction from the Jews, he corrected the qibla as Kaaba. The Kaaba was lonely and there was no opposition. Then he went to Miraca to bless the Masjid al-Aqsa, this issue was not convincing, it remained in the air, according to the statements of his wives, his bed was not cold yet, maybe he had just gotten up and came to the toilet, which aroused much suspicion. He wanted Syria from the Roman armies in the Mute War, and he could not win there either because (let’s cross Rome there), the Persians and their ancestors, the Sumerians, had already developed far above his imagination. Due to the atrocities in Egypt, they reached the interior of Africa and Spain. When it hit the Persian-Indian wall, it turned its direction towards Syria and Anatolia. Fortunately, the Chinese atrocities and the cruelty of Genghis Khan pushed the libertarian Turks into the embrace of Islam. When the Turks, who took the Sumerian civilization behind them, turned the worn-out essence of Christianity in 1453 into the darkness of the Middle Ages, the Turks on horseback landed in Istanbul and a dream came true.

I am not going to write a novel, for what I want to tell, I am normally even tactless, may God forgive me. That’s what I said, that’s a word. When they said to İsmet Pasha, ‘You don’t speak the word of God?’; “Come on then, Godbye (as goodbye)!” he said. Saying Bismillah, mashallah, inshallah does not make you a Muslim. Don’t worry that I don’t have to say it, but say the word ‘God makes your jobvgood!’ definitely. There may not even be merit in God’s eyes anymore.Oridnary! For example, saying ‘Mashallah (like a stone)’ to chicks or Adnan Hodja’s kitties is a no merit point. Today, Americans say ‘kismet’, that is, a word that fits perfectly. For example; someone wrote a very funny comment, extremely terrific. Under the news of the opening of the Atheism Association, “May God not be ashamed!”

I am definitely an incomprehensible person, so the fact that it can be read again makes the article valuable. The beginning of human history is FIRE, the beginning of the history of civilization, WRITERS, that is, the Sumerians, that is, the combination of civilization and religion that my ancestors, Göbekli Tepe told.
How did we make the unbeliever godless and the believer bookless? Whoever we throw our hands at is left in our hands, how did we get our people into the whirlpool of depressions? You alienated the nationalist from conservatism, you alienated the conservative from science, you cooled the working machine, you cooled the atmosphere with bad humor. You alienated us from the diploma we won. You have alienated me from METU and Boğaziçi University. You sent Can Dündar abroad. You put me off from sitting on the grass and drinking a can of beer at the Spring Festivals. We had a barbecue kebab, you cooled its embers too. What can I do, I’m trying too, but you also turned me off from writing. Demet Akalın said to you; You put out the fire that was burning in the palaces of Kisra. You extinguished the Sun of Hittite, you killed the king of Egypt, the pharaoh. You killed your uncle Abu Lahab because he didn’t believe, you killed your uncle Abu Jahl. You didn’t come from the cave for 40 days, maybe you killed Hatice too! I don’t know, but you put a burden on Abu Talib that he couldn’t handle and killed him from his delusions. You conquered Mecca, and you wasted your body, which visited 9 wives in one night, just after 2 years of the conquest, you killed it!
The Prophet Muhammad fed the information he received from his ‘kinda’ uncle, Waraka bin Navfal, to his father’s side. Even when he was being driven out of Mecca, he had convinced his cousin Ali enough to hide instead of him inside the bed. He seized the one who hunted a lion in the desert, Hamza, from his sense of loneliness. She gave her daughter to Osman and hunted Omar because of the sin of seeing her daughter in the ground or following those who buried her.Today, we can call it ‘the deep state’, that is, to shoot criminals for their crimes, in their soft bellies and turn it in their favor. When Abu Bakr bought Bilal, Bilal said: “I am a pagan, I will die but not reach Abdi Aga!” would he say? Well, Would Ammar stop believing when they killed Yasir and Sumayya, who said, “Just leave our children alone! He could worship idols or eat idols who cares!?” Yes, life is born only as zero, that is, the beginning, and it gives direction to people thanks to push-backs. Of course, you didn’t kill Hind because of her husband Abu Sufyan whom you envisioned as the only God King of Mecca in the future, and you didn’t kill, would go over to your side when things changed. Well, why didn’t Abu Lahab’s wife, whom you killed and brought verses from the firehall, not come back? Not because of her ignorance, but because of her improbability after you killed her husband!
First Muslims; It is the young and the poor who say, ‘What have I got to lose?’ Last Muslims; It includes the top staff who say, “What would I lose if I went to the other side?” Khalid Bin Walid was already a military genius, and he was victorious against the Muslims.
Is it Allah’s or yours’ plan to reveal Amr Bin As as the highest officer at the head of the Iranian armies while leaving the ornaments on him in Medina? Before the Mute War took place; “If he dies, let it pass, if he dies, this pass!” What we understand from the administration is this: Sultan befits sultanate, slave befits slavery. Isn’t the Satan that you created and put Adam against, the scapegoat you try to get rid of the guilt of the creatures you throw in hell or see as useless? Why is the devil symbolized to the goat? I admit it’s a tough question, I didn’t research it either. This is the logic; It takes 100,000 tons of coal to produce 1 gram of diamond. This is how the Master explained. God’s works are always direct, precise and perfect. But it should have been flawless too. Winter is coming! A handful of charcoal may also be useful instead of the diamond.
“Jesus was so human that no one believed he was GOD. We pastors have become so deified that no one thinks we are human.” Let’s take a look at this word; “I have nothing to bring you except a simple cross that I hold in my hand.” What do we say? ‘I came to you with my crime’. So I couldn’t bring anything from the world but my own sin. They could not accept the greatness of Muhammad, who accepted the Prophet Jesus, who said that God cannot be reached except through my way. There were those who accepted, for example the Negus. The King, who submitted to the political power of Amr bin As, listened half-heartedly to Jafari and decided to return them. Then he asked why the Prophet Muhammad sent them to his country. “There is a Melik there who does not oppress anyone.” he heard you say. Then he questioned the perspective of the Prophet Muhammad and asked about the verses about Mary. The story about Mary was perfect. It was neither long nor short. It was neither denial nor praise. Then he realized that these words could not belong to the Prophet Muhammad. “By God, even if you pile up mountains of gold in front of me, I still won’t give these men to you!” said. Apparently, Amr Bin As was not mature enough to realize that the people of Quraysh are priceless. Muhammad had a very solid team: they could learn, teach, and sent their family relatives to Abyssinia. Because it was difficult for the deteriorated Christianity to convey a message from Jerusalem to Abyssinia. Incoming messages could not affect the society. That’s why some people, like Ubeydullah Bin Jahsh, thought that they believed in the deteriorated Christianity and took refuge in the religion of the state with the understanding that this religion would save himself. Her husband could not convince the conscientious Ummu Habibe. So the promise of the Lord was coming true. He used to take someone who was sleeping in the same bed with him and leave the other to his sins. Later, the information that she was Muhammad’s wife brought me closer to Ubeydullah. Since there is no official marriage between husband and wife in general, it becomes natural for the Prophet or his followers to protect the aurad. The fiction of the modern world on monogamy may be pushing us to be hostile to the ancients. Ubeydullah may have seen wives in Abyssinia, where corrupt Christianity is dominant, and fabricated religion as a cover because sources state that he only drinks and gets drunk. The rumor that believing women are not open to fantasy furthers this idea. Because the fact that Ubeydullah is a Christian does not mean that we cannot hear from him because the flow of information was continuing because Negus was a Muslim. Resources could be transferred to us on time through Negus.
So, according to our theory, how does Jesus come back to earth? Let’s consider the birth of Jesus a great miracle. In fact, I think the order of prophecy should be Jesus-Adam-Moses-Muhammad Prophet according to our theory. Because it is not possible for God to both breathe a spirit into Jesus and love someone who already has parents like the Prophet Muhammad more than anything else! The case of angels opening and cleaning the heart of a 6-year-old child needs explanation. Let Muslims do their own accounting for thinking that the Prophet Jesus will return to earth and putting the Prophet Muhammad first. According to our theory; If Jesus was somehow born without touching his mother, he carries all the substance and meaning of the universe created by the father. Since there is no event that is big enough to be put in its place until today, the opposite sound of the big bang it created will be created in the universe and this matter-meaning formed in the opposite universe will stretch like a spring with its depth and accumulated accumulation, making the Pushback Effect. The discussion of the material or spiritual future of the Messiah should be evaluated in this light.
The beauty of our theory is that we didn’t hand the strings to Mother Mary. In fact, it is to protect a woman from all slanders and allegations. More importantly, it suits us best to regard the young person who knows the responsibility of engagement or the uncle who takes care of his nephew as a prophet and to see him as more valuable than everyone else. We do not know many rumors about her fiancee/husband, but it is known that Prophet Zechariah, who was attributed as a prophet according to the Qur’an, was cut off in a tree hole on suspicion of touching Mary. I’m not stupid enough to ponder Christianity, I’m likely to fall under the radar of dark forces that think they must have it. Just because İzmir Selçuk is located in our lands, the commemorations of the Assumption Day of the Virgin Mary, held in the house of the Virgin Mary, aroused in me the idea of ​​some Christians that Mary was also threatened with death or that she took her with them like the Prophet Jesus.
With the moral support of the Jews in Medina, the Muslims, who had increased considerably in 7-8 years, marched to Mecca with a victorious army. Muhammad predicted what would happen to him and broadcast the Farewell Sermon. Almost all of the Ahl al-Bayt died in the short period from the emptiness created by Abu Bakr’s early farewell to Muawiya. Because the state was founded by Plato and the religion was the Prophet Abraham. The state was the mother, God the father. It is possible to live without a father, but not without a mother.
With my very old knowledge, I can say that Umar ibn Abd al-Aziz, Harun al-Rashid and Tariq ibn Ziyad were the last Islamic leader figures we have left in our hand. The monkey brought in Africa imitated Yazid while he was praying, causing rumors that Yazid taught the monkey prayer, perhaps demolishing the structure that combines religion and state, which Abu Sufyan had built and designed from the very first day. The fact that the ascetics, who came later saw the state’s possession of worldly beauties and goods as a demonic element, caused the sultans to become so cruel that believers were thrown into dungeons. The fights of Nemrut and Ibrahim, Pharaoh and Musa, Abu Jahl and Prophet Muhammad were always for this reason.

“I don’t know what religion is, but I know very well what it isn’t.” -Zeitgeist Addendum- Yes, our lives have been spent cleaning up the residue on religion. The fact that he is Muhammad Al-Amin, being alone, avoiding wedding-style entertainment, and disapproving of extremism is enough to bring him to the top league at that time. In the first scene of The Message, a tribal chief who came to Mecca participated in the competition by designing an idol in the shape of a bird. Seeing the Prophet Muhammad like that humility in the middle of the carnival; “Take me away from here! This man got on my nerves.” There has always been good and bad throughout history. But the bad is more than the good. Preserving the good is as delicate as holding a chick. The gentleness of the men is much more important than women. Because evolution has made man strong. Woman is human, man is human-made. Hamza’s arrival must be watched from the original movie ‘The Message’. Because even the translation is more sincere. “I am also from Muhammad. I mean what you said. If anyone is confident, come before me!” He stated that his nephew’s allegations were true or not, but not enough to punish him.
While a Jewish friend of mine was praying for dough and lettuce, I said let me do it, my heart is clean. When I repeated what he said, he said, ‘Hah, now you’ve become a Jew too! (Kelime-i shahadah)”. He was very surprised when I told him that God couldn’t be dishonest like him. There was also the Al Capone story. You know, I prayed to God every night but there was no bike, then I went and stole my first bike and prayed every night for him to forgive me. If you do not know the working principle of God, you cannot be successful, the parable. After that incident, Al Capone never broke down. Because even when he learned to ride a bicycle, he did not return the bicycle. Anyway, back to the wives!
When Prophet Muhammad was 25, Khadija was 40, when Prophet Muhammad was 50, Aisha was 10. At least we can claim that; either of them is strictly not Mohammedan. He believed that Aisha was 5 times superior to him, even “What if there is such a thing, Aisha what if there is no such thing!”. He died in doubt.
“You are the shepherd, here is the rich wife, take the rich, !” He was deceived by the adviser. He believed in Abu Bakr, who said that you did not see the face of the world, take my daughter to be sacrificed.
A friend of mine, whom I claim to know a lot about the history of religions, had never heard of Darwin’s Origin of Species. He hadn’t even deigned to ask Google. I don’t know who to thank for the love of learning given to me. Those who think that they are respected in their own religion harm their own religion when they make comments without researching the religion of another.
1- For example, the Prophet Muhammad did not make the Kaaba holy. At that time, it was known that the Kaaba was built by Abraham. The claim that there is a connection between the Prophet Muhammad’s many wives and the rapid spread of religion is untrue. At that time, we do not have any information that Genghis Khan’s many grandchildren caused the Turks to dominate the world at that time. I think that too many spouses work for ordinary people, causing problems for extraordinary people. The fact that the wives of the Prophet Muhammad later became a guide and transmitted hadith or became strong enough to fight seems to be the result, not the cause. In addition, the marriage of children at a young age at that time, being the property of their family and not being a state institution for their consent. It is also an issue that has material dimensions such as keeping the inheritance within the family. Of course, Osman’s being a ‘Zinnureyn’ is a bit of a problem.
2- There was no need to make the Hajj obligatory to enliven it to Mecca, even the Kaaba arranged from an Islamic point of view looks rather boring. ***The idea of ​​destroying the idols belonged to Jesus.
3- The idea that Islam in the narratives spread to Iraq, Iran, Syria and Somalia is a fallacy. Islam did not oppose the goodness and beauty of other religions and spread to Egypt, Spain and Istanbul. Even the country examples they give express insincerity.
4- The golden age of Islam was not lived in the regions called Arabia, but in Syria, Andalusia, Khorasan and Egypt. In fact, the ancient Arab culture seems to have prevented the spread of Islam.
5- Islam’s naming of its own God does not indicate that it also denies the names in other religions that define the divine creator, but may indicate the uniqueness of such a being. The things that Islam warns about that you create your own God, not the gods of other faiths.
6- Islam completely opposed idols worshiped on Greek basis such as Lat Menat Uzza Hubel, and did not steal the name of Allah from the name of one of the 360 idols.
7- As Christianity states, the first prophet to put forward the prohibition of ‘idolatry’ was Abraham, followed by Prophet Jesus.
8- While the Jews say that the Prophet Isaac was sacrificed, the Muslims say that the Prophet Ismail was sacrificed. Even though their fathers are the same, this is the slight difference.
9- Let’s not make fools of the Prophet Muhammad or Muslims. Is it credible that he said not to be friends with Jews and Christians and sent his own people to Abyssinia and Medina? We see that there is no certain enmity between them.
10- Christians, who are obsessed with not mentioning Jerusalem in the Qur’an, should know that the first qibla and ascension took place in Masjid al-Aqsa. In addition, if we look at the belief that David is both an iron master and a king, a prophet, and that on the Day of Judgment, the Messiah, the Mahdi, will come to Istanbul to wield David’s sword and start the war, let alone being opposed to Islam, Judaism and Christianity. It looks like it advertised.
11- Finally, Islam accepts the birth of Jesus as a miracle. (asexual reproduction) The possibility that his father is Mary’s fiancee or the Prophet Zechariah is the subject of my four-leaf clover model. Negus; “There is no such difference between your religion and ours!” 1,400 years have passed since he said it. Christianity seems to continue to change, to decay.
Note 2: Under the photograph of a rabbi in the secondary school religious ethics book; They wrote, ‘A rabbi examining whether there is any unchanging place in the Torah’. In short, the word; In other words, religions can be considered as different colors of the same sheet.
12- It is believed that Hacer-ül Esved fell from the sky, came from a meteorite or from Heaven. It is not obligatory to see or touch him or kiss him. I don’t know how the Prophet Abraham both built the Kaaba and appeared in Şanlıurfa.
13- The thesis that Allah is unloved or unknowable enough to be loved is also flawed. Being described as “Bismillahirrahmanirrahim Rahman and Rahim” as merciful and forgiving shows that he is full of love.
14- In the Qur’an, hadiths or authentic sources, it is given the good news that the Prophet Jesus (pbuh) will return alive as the Messiah. It is also stated that the Prophet Jesus was not on the cross, the 12th false apostle was killed on the cross, and the Lord raised Jesus to the sky for protection. Since he did not die on the cross, it is out of question for people to bear their sins, otherwise the discussion of how a man/Lord can bear all his sins has not been entered into. This understanding, Ali took on our sins when he died, for people who have the understanding that we do not need to pray; Hasan and Husayn continued their prayers. It can be resolved by reasoning that as a father, he should have performed their prayers first.

The distinction in the simplest doctrines is; Details such as the fact that Noah stated that he had 4 children, that he did not get on the ship and drowned in the flood, that he said that Moses was adopted by his wife, not the brother of Pharaoh, or that the Samaritans who believed in the magic calf appeared 700 years later, seem to contradict the history.
What we noticed here is that foreigners try to nullify the whole thesis over simple details. For example, the trick to avoid looking at the general picture by seeing the issue of covering as a necessity. Since the toilets were outside at that time (no electricity), women were attacked by young people on the way. The social engineer, the Prophet Muhammad, also defended the veil’s thesis against it. Dressing had started with Idris. By full-coverage here, it is possible to cover so much that it is not known whether the person going to the WC is male or female, maybe the men were covering themselves and catching the abusers, who knows. There was no electricity, instead of blaming Mary’s fiancee, they cut off Jesus’ uncle because the other would be forgiven. The flame candle was extinguished. Yes, this story belongs to Ömer! He would light one candle and blow out the other.
If anyone who reads Sapiens and still thinks that Adam was thrown into the world, please don’t read my book anymore. Because I can’t be Yuval Noah Harari’s nail and tell that person something. I just assimilated his first book and even what I learned from here seems to prove historically to 99.9% of people. Almost no gaps. Maybe he kept deep thoughts to himself in order not to lose his credibility. And look, what can you tell the mob who still say Adam-Adam! Maybe he didn’t force himself, or he didn’t cut himself off from reality by being philosophical like me. Just one; the good-evil, God-devil, Abel-Cain, Harun-Qarun, Pharaoh-Moses did not make up the story. Evolving from a monkey gave me more joy than being the child of one of 6 incest siblings. Saying we are stardust should not mean turning your back on the Prophets and their stories and miracles. Everyone talked about themselves, but I shouldn’t say that I couldn’t explain it. Maybe they couldn’t explain their feelings either. Look, are you looking for the crucified one? Is it cut in the tree hollow? Do you think he was thrown into the well or slandered? The one whose helmet sinks into his face and his tooth is broken? The only believer, including his wife?
“I don’t know what religion is, but I know very well what it isn’t.” -Zeitgeist Addendum- Yes, our lives have been spent cleaning up the residue on religion. The fact that he is Muhammad Al-Amin, being alone, avoiding wedding-style entertainment, and disapproving of extremism is enough to bring him to the top league at that time. In the first scene of The Message, a tribal chief who came to Mecca participated in the competition by designing an idol in the shape of a bird. Seeing the Prophet Muhammad like that humility in the middle of the carnival; “Take me away from here! This man got on my nerves.” There has always been good and bad throughout history. But the bad is more than the good. Preserving the good is as delicate as holding a chick. The gentleness of the men is much more important than women. Because evolution has made man strong. Woman is human, man is human-made. Hamza’s arrival must be watched from the original movie ‘The Message’. Because even the translation is more sincere. “I am also from Muhammad. I mean what you said. If anyone is confident, come before me!” He stated that his nephew’s allegations were true or not, but not enough to punish him.

The most striking event of Jesus is that he was born without a father; but that’s how Muhammad was born. My orphan, whom I was a victim of, was so full of sadness that it made everyone who saw it sad. He was always crushed, crushed under the wealth of his first wife, under the youth of his other wife, he said goodbye to his heartbreak early. He thought he had won a victory when he married Ayşe at the age of 10. When Ayşe’s rumors come out; “What if Aisha has such a thing, What if Aisha does not have such a thing!” he kept questioning, he went out of his mind. I think Jesus suffered less, died once, was crucified once. The other is torment, always grieved, always grieved. Oh, by the way, I was born without a father, I was born at home. My father was not there, he was a student, he was working in another city. He was a muezzin or a laborer in his spare time to look after his children. I don’t know, the best story is neither Jesus nor Moses. My best story is my father! Instead, I want neither Allah nor Abdullah.
The thing is, you never know what grace the Lord will give to whom. Had Aisha lived in this period, she would have been caught, and the Prophet would have been relieved. He wouldn’t eat his stomach, he wouldn’t pull out his hair. Speaking of hair and head, I have never heard of a bald prophet, for some reason a ‘Paulo Maldini’ style figure comes to life in all depictions. For example, hair transplant was given to me, it was beautiful, but I don’t know, wouldn’t they want to have some grace, some plastic surgery, even if it was a prophet? Maybe if the Prophet was more handsome, he wouldn’t have cared about what Aisha was doing, he wouldn’t have bothered. without seeing Yusuf; “If they saw my Master, they would have stabbed their hearts” maneuvers would not be thrown. How did you go to the mountain for 40 days and leave Hatice alone, man, what is this trust! Is this a sense of responsibility? Is this how the Ehl-i Bayt is established? Maybe he didn’t go to the mountain, you know? Don’t be fooled by the mountain climbing incident! from Jesus. Mark (6:44-46) He went up into hills by himself, we mentioned. Let’s not take the sin of the orphan, maybe he never left his wife alone!

CONCLUSION
Everyone has the feeling that the best period in university was my 4 years! Why do you claim the delicate balance in the universe, the beauty, or, for example, the magnificence of the red blood cell that surrounds our body and is long enough to circumnavigate the Earth 3 times? If there is such a balance, how did you get that it refers to your religion? The God you claim must be God, who sent the Prophet Muhammad, or the father of Jesus, or his Lord, who sent the ‘Ten Amendments’ to Moses, our war is with them or with those who have turned their lives into the guise of religion. In other words, we don’t see any connection between the fact that God, who created the ‘Grand Design’, is the father of Jesus. Of course, we don’t see fire-breathing dragons, flying horses or people jumping on the Moon. So ‘we eat hay and shit straw’, we still see ourselves in Paradise. Like the company that sells parcels from the Moon, of course, you found this derelict, jump right on it. No looting! Go another door, let everyone eat in front bro! Let’s not forget that we are animals or that we are categorized as such. We are not that different from our domestic sheep or cat. We live in a life from the cradle to the grave, which they call ‘Womb-Tomb’, don’t make it big…

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THE DONUT THEORY

THE DONUT THEORY (How the Universe works; Chaos – Order – Chaos – Order)

11/22/21 Las Vegas City Jail

[ ] Creation, i.e. event horizon, i.e. birth, i.e. feedback. If I didn’t have a theory, I wouldn’t sit and occupy you, take your time. I did some research; I couldn’t come across a similar theory. Where Stephen Hawking brought us; Grave Theory. (If you dig the grave, you will get both the burial cavity (0) and the soil (1) at the same time. Thus, both 0 and 1 are formed at the same time.) That’s why I quit computer engineering. The simplicity of everything consisting of 0 and 1 is not at the point of satisfaction, but Hawking? It’s the same; he is hard-headed. NATO head, NATO marble!

I heard in a program that evolutionists were troubled, the field you left for science to solve the entire universe occupied 1%, philosophy & religion took over 99%. So, spending 40 years on science gives me the right to study the remaining 99%.

Four-Leaf Clover Model (Echo-Pushback)

Whether we accept it or not, there are 4 parts in our lives; Realm of Existence (matter-meaning), Realm of Spirits (anti-matter, anti-meaning). Since we are not made up of 0 and 1 and Hawking’s Grave Theory is insufficient to describe the contents of the grave, let’s try to define our theory. According to Hawking, the grave space we opened in the universe is 0, and the soil is 1. The child born in the mother’s womb in the parallel universe is 1, the space in the mother’s womb is 0.

Yes, yes this is the theory which is enough for me to be simple, understandable, an amateur basic work and to bring new things. The Big Bang Theory says: It is formed by the random eruption of all matter, the first Ether matter (ESIR), and the universe expands. But let’s say with the prediction that the expansion of the universe will stop at one point; the destination of the multidimensional universe is its shrinking to the point that caused its first eruption (push back), my vocabulary is insufficient but let’s say circulation or ‘Kinesis’. Does the Reincarnation belief claim the same? No. I am not in the mood to refute you day and night.

THE DONUT THEORY (Holistic View of Four-Leaf Clover Model)

Now, let’s put the four-leaf clovers we have in our hands into fists and put them on top of each other. Let’s put the same number of clovers under our hands and make them into bunches, yes, the resulting shape is DONUT. I think the four-leaf clover shape seen in the snapshot will make it more understandable in terms of our theory. (Also, as an amateur scientist, we desperately need the luck of the four-leaf clover.) In fact, let’s imagine that the first sprout that sprang from the seed opens in the form of 2 leaves upwards and to the left and right, and let’s assume that the same sprout opens down in the form of 2 leaves. It turns out like this shape; Since the motivation that led me to develop the theory was the idea of ​​equalizing God, here we are ignoring the stem to which the leaves are attached, or the seed and roots that form it. Purpose of this; Since it is mathematically to keep the interaction of the leaves at the (lim0) level, we consider the middle of the leaves as a space. If it was too confusing, you can imagine the colorful shapes of a single leaf that has been cut off from its branch during four seasons. As it will be explained later, our main aim is; combining matter with meaning, by imagining conjecture.

We did not make assumptions based on the working principles of amino acids and DNA by looking at the issue biologically (1 cell becomes 4 with 2 mitosis or 4 different cells with meiosis). On the contrary, we developed our basic theses by placing them on mathematics and physics, i.e. numbers (-1, 0, 1) or on the concepts of physics, metaphysics, matter, anti-matter.

Our basic assumption is; It is the reproduction of the shape of a four-leaf clover and resembling a donut bite with its 3-dimensional shape. We predict that all components of the universe can be explained by placing them on 4 concepts. In short, the realm consists of matter and meaning that make up the realm of existence, and anti-matter and anti-meaning, which includes the realm of spirits. And these 4 concepts can be combined with 100% interaction at the same time and take the appearance of DONUT, or they can be 0% interaction, like 4 tossed leaves that move completely independently of each other. Our purpose in predicting the interactions of leaves at the pairwise and cross-level; It is to make matter and meaning understandable in the ‘world of existence’, of which we can give examples.

In our theory, we will call the matter, whose existence is accepted by scientists and thought to constitute matter, as ‘dark matter’. On the ‘meaning’ side, we simply call our deep emotions that make up our feelings, ‘dark meaning’. Thus, we can recognize the concepts on the other side; We fire up our theory over 8 definitions: ‘anti-matter’, ‘dark anti-matter’, ‘anti-meaning’ and ‘dark anti-meaning’. The shape of our clover;

In short, the snapshot of the factors that formed our previous clover looks like this. In its general image, we get a DONUT covered with chocolate on the outside and filled with bonbon particles inside. In fact, we can reach this result by imagining ‘Hawking’s ‘the Universe in a Nutshell’ rotating 360 degrees. Of course, taking into account the 3-dimensional universe and time, we predict that it has moved one time at least as much as itself. Or we can use the expression ‘scattering in all directions’. Because the scattered particles and meaning forms will only make sense in 8 main universes that we can determine, the particles scattered up and down will be thrown to the right and left over time, and our shape will always take the appearance of DONUT. In fact, although the macro shape of everything is like a perforated sphere, the shape that comes into balance is always DONUT.

There is a theory that all scientists and scholars have said and that Stephen Hawking has put into flesh; ‘everything is known by its opposite’. Black and white, day and night, God and devil, sin and merit, 0 and 1, to be or not to be, Abel-Cain, negative-positive, Aaron-Qarun, birth-death. There is also a similar philosophical interpretation; ‘Everything is created in pairs’. ‘Male-female’, ‘brother-sister’ or even twin sister (identical-fraternal), almost all our organs such as two eyes and two ears are dual, in fact, everything that is symmetrical, even soul mate or elsewhere the second existence of us elsewhere in the universe can be counted. A concept that we will also use in our theory; opposition or duality. Half of everything created is (-) and half is (+). Because the poles that seem to be opposite at first, when there is no place left to define in the universe, they close in the same place and overlap each other. If we model this through mathematics; The volume occupied by each square contains (-) and (+) poles in even-numbered models, while in odd-numbered models, half (+) and half (-) of the last box is filled. So the last box is always neutral (0).

7X7 MATRIX

Another example is the combination of the event that the vehicle on the road becomes more efficient after a certain period of time or wears down more and more. It helps to form the DONUT shape we mentioned in theory.

However, since the concept of attaching 2 leaves to each other and moving them in a circular fashion is 3-dimensional, the figure here is displayed as a completely dependent DNA helix. Of course, while developing our theory, I will try to give examples to be modeled in 3D (Picture above), but mathematics is far from explaining our purpose. I would be honored to get support from scientists in the future, my aim is to light a candle rather than curse the darkness, or my GPA grade in the transcript will betray me.

~DNA vs. Infinity~

THE MIDDLE THEORY

Let me tell you up front, I’m the middle child, so I’m not going to defend any other theory. ‘Age 35! That makes half of the way! We are in the middle of life like Dante.’ everybody knows the lines. We would chuckle thinking that Cahit Sıtkı Tarancı (Turkish Poet) died at the age of 46 and Dante at the age of 56. Although Dante calculated the human lifespan to be approx. 70 years, when we thought about Einstein’s theory of Relativity of Time, we could not grasp that these people were talking about time was the middle of the road for them.

According to the Four-Leaf Clover Model; the thought that they were in the middle of their own life caused them to be in the middle. ‘Middleway, midpoint, mid-cantina (campus cafe)’ all actually mean the division of mathematical or logical existence into two in general. The issue we oppose here is ‘middle’. So, three (middle note at school) between one and five.  The Four-Leaf Clover Model cultivates the concept of ‘middle’, which has been distorted by expressions such as mediocre, mediocre (mediocrity), ordinary. For example, the ages; Antiquity, Middle Ages, New Age and Modern Age. Let’s go for a moment to 1453, that is, the Middle Ages are closing and the New Age is opening. Look, a different middle concept has emerged from ‘the middle concept’ here. In other words, it means that we are at the very beginning of a brand-new era. We did not like the concept of the Middle Ages mentioned here, but let’s not forget that the damage done to Christianity by this medieval mentality contributed greatly to the Turks’ ability to take Istanbul. Aren’t the Migration of Tribes and the French Revolution also located in the middle of the past and future of their own times? Then let’s practice justice here too and try to find out which middle is mediocrity and which is revolution.

“Nothing will be the same as before!” which means both. Doesn’t the word also speak of a great revolution, for better or worse? Since the past is gone and the future has not come yet, then it is necessary to center this moment and make it ready for innovations. I can’t even say Carpediem! If you didn’t laugh then, DEVRİM (Revolution), written in the Middle East Technical University Stadium, which deserves a smile, has nothing to do with the subject.

Let’s call the past 1 and the future 3. What about the Sultan, Fatih? II. Mehmet. Since time is relative, it is very difficult to connect the numbers in the theory with years. 1, 2, 3 in numbers. Point. There is no other number. Let’s turn the little game in our favor here, the present and future we can control is 2+3=5, so my lucky number 5, I will not own 2 just because I’m the middle child. The only and true is number ‘5’. For example, let’s consider the square and try to find its middle, its middle will be the 5th point again.

In the Four-Leaf Clover Model, the matter and meaning that make up the real world and the other 2 dimensions (anti-matter and anti-meaning), in which their echos form a 5th and actually 0th dimension that creates them all. What is the 5th element that holds the clover leaves and is not similar in size to them? The branch. The branch it is holding can be eliminated because the sum of the other 4 dimensions is enough to explain the whole existence. The 5th dimension, which we think exists, can only be the 0th dimension, and for us, the past-future, matter-meaning contains a meaning that we cannot find traces of anywhere, and which, if any, is completely independent and discontinuous.

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Yes, I will have to develop my theory by myself. Because any story that does not fit the 4 dimensions we have mentioned so far will not be accepted. ZEUS who sits on his throne and controls operations of the World, Noah’s Ark which cannot even take a million species of one insect, the understanding that accepts his father as God in the period when DNA testing cannot be applied, the snake that makes magicians mad, The Last Prophet who pours water from his hands and brings halvah from the sky does not fit into our theory. A universe can never be envisioned, except that something happens but the material-spiritual effort on this side or push-backs pushed from the opposite side, which we have not yet understood.

I do not intend for man to exist with his sin and virtue, but to clarify at the lim100 level. (Recirculating) I’m questioning why do we have 2 arms despite ZEUS’ depiction of a human with 4 arms, did the other two give birth to these two? I don’t want to accept that sin is intertwined with merit. For example, I don’t think there is a real part in every joke. The joke is more fun as long as it exists with ‘0’ reality. There is no bad in all good, there is no good in all bad. It’s a clear goodness, it’s necessary to build words without meaning. They say that sentences said before ‘but’ lose their meaning. (Americans say bullshit for words which said before ‘but’).  I am only looking for the good, the truth and the beautiful in this world. With my theory, I send the opposite, evil and wrong to the other world. I ask him to send a diamond to this side by sending all the coals to that side. Isn’t it my pleasure? When I go to the bar, I always order a double whiskey, I go to the kebab shop and I want double lavash. Like the wise pop-star Teoman, “Many women means no women, my son, loneliness is your end!” Maybe I sigh, but I want at least 2 women, so that they balance each other, not condemn me to the third person. “I want my yogurt drink not to spill and my back not to bend”. I don’t want from you don’t worry. You asked, what’s wrong with you, I’m telling you. So I want everything double, layered. My feeling says so. I don’t want contradictions, setbacks, negativity. I want to see my Echo (push-back) in the universe, at least I want to see my grandparents again. I want to take the sword of David, which was brought to Istanbul, and want to return it to its real owner. Since we are discussing existence and non-existence, let me tell you; I want to reach the anti-matter and anti-meaning realm, that is, the opposite side of our World, and destroy the matter there, and reproduce the particles on this side myself. A lot of money was spent at CERN, I don’t want it to be wasted. I want to raise Hawking from wheelchair, shave Einstein, and fly with Hazarfen to Üsküdar.

In fact, I also stated in The Middle Theory; I want to change the world radically. Since I was given the idea to say new things as the middle one, I want to break the sea inside me in two like Moses and pass through it. I’m 35, I’ve passed half the way, for example, I want to throw a bomb at the Moon and crash it, throw the Earth to the Sun and upset the balance. I know we burn on the way, but I’m old and I’m not afraid of death. At least I think “if we can crash the Milky Way into another galaxy, I’ll change something”. Then I realize; I must either explain my theory or initiate the two big bangs presented by the universe I can understand. First; to see the result of the Big Bang early by creating an artificial supernova, allowing 2 galaxies to collide, or second; by using the latest technology of nuclear energy and making a fusion explosion to open a wormhole that can reach other universes Earth and pass through it. It seems that any improvement or deterioration we make on the Moon, Earth, Sun or Milky Way Galaxy is too ineffective to take into account from the universe I can describe, too ineffective to change its working principle. Whether it takes into account or not, my memory and hopes are always with me, for now.

It is necessary to examine the theories of hitting the Sun with the Earth. In the whole universe, a camel’s ear size transaction may not be worth. Simply; we need a supernova that can have a domino effect. Because according to calculations; we won’t be able to see the next supernova. In fact, the life of the Earth is as long as the Sun. When the sun goes out after 10 billion years, the apocalypse is over, there is no need to worry. Arabic calculation method ‘Ebced’ says apocalypse will take place around 2150, so we again can’t keep up with it. Matrix made a trilogy, they didn’t notice any changes, they left philosophy, now blends science-fiction with religion. Solution again; if we can create a black hole as powerful as fusion and absorb at least a few galaxies, we can capture The Event Horizon and teleport through the wormhole. The universe is in the expansion phase but looks like a form that will expand and shrink because its matter is running out.

As soon as it shrinks again, our Median Theory comes into play, i.e. it has to go back to its old creationist form by retracing the time that has passed since the beginning. In order for the Four-Leaf Clover Model to be formed, the forms must first complete each other within themselves, and the anti-force effect must renew itself from scratch as soon as its energy is depleted. As soon as its energy is depleted, the anti-force effect needs to regenerate itself from scratch. We can’t survive as poor people in need of atmosphere. Based on living things that do not need atmosphere; we must produce smart, organic-based (reproducible), faultless, flawless, robotic creatures. We must produce inexhaustible, unmanned, nuclear-based vehicles that will transport these creatures to the wormhole.

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[] Chromosome or butterfly, whatever the shape is, it shows 4 different products coming out of one single point. (-101) We can see Hawking’s cemetery theory as ‘death-birth-sadness-joy’. If we prevent birth, more will be born. No, let’s call it ‘Donut’, it’s the best. (2 up and down arrows) Let’s give an EXAMPLE. Let’s all bring a donut to our minds right now; Let’s move our Four-Leaf Clover Model with The Middle Theory. The donut in our mind was formed in place number 2. When we conveyed our desire for a donut to our memory, we fired the first flare of a lack of donut that may occur in the future in region 4. At the same time, we want the possibility of reaching the donut and only creating the donut that we have fictionalized in our minds. For this reason, we use our power to turn the number 2 into 1 to bring together the stardust, that is the matter, that is the number 1 in the universe. Because our consciousness (our desire) has to think that there are materials that will bring the donut together in the universe we know, because there is, if there is not, the insistence of number 2 on it is a completely different matter of philosophy.

For example, let’s consider a child. Even though the child does not imagine anything, crying with the feeling of hunger and wanting to eat is due to the fact that his genetically transmitted body and the memory residues left by his parents in his brain activate the 2nd region. Although it seems to be a deeper and previous issue, the idea that time, which our theory states, has a flow by putting it into terms such as before-after, previous-next, causes us to be overwhelmed between past patterns and future concerns. That’s why we invest the child-donut relationship into 4 regions, as we evaluated on the 4-leaf clover scheme in The Donut Theory. Yes, where were we? Zone 1 triggered by zone 2, changed the probability of the merger of stardust (thanks to the power of thought) from zero to limit 0, and even though he didn’t try to make sense of other things, he saw the morsel that his mother was holding for the first time with his own eyes, that is, he came into existence, that is, he reached number one from number 2, united the universes. , discovered for the first time an external entity outside the reality of his own body (the monkey is said to have noticed ‘This’ first, SEE) from the black hole, which I claim is located in the middle of his eye (see). Now he had a desire to eat and food was there…

** Of course, here he thought his mother was God, he had given her a favor from an unknown place and brought her food. Everything was beautiful: God-Mother-Food. What more could you want! Yes, I know, I can’t help myself, but I want to point out the mistakes that come to my mind because my aim is to question myself.

2 fields so far; It can be characterized as the Matter(1) and Meaning(2) field. Considering the fact that the value of matter and anti-matter in the universe is only at the limit level of zero, let’s still define it as 1% (one percent). Considering that the universe detected so far is limited, we need to specify one percent (1%) as both matter and dark matter. Mathematically, matter can be divided into 0.0001% and dark matter only 99.9999%. Let’s take the already developed ‘Matter-Dark Matter (Anti-matter) Theory’ as a presupposition in our theory.

Now that I have grasped the 1st and 2nd regions, our baby will also grow and we will have to explain the 3rd and 4th regions accordingly, starting from the 2nd region. (Einstein would think 99%, apply 1%.) The desire for donut in the 2nd region includes the dough-making materials that should be revealed for the 1st region in the 3rd region, and at first glance it is seen as the region that provides its raw material. In other words, 100 items are needed to make just 1 donut in a restaurant.

Assuming that 1 donut is produced in the 1st region, we can assume that the remaining 99 items are in the 3rd region. And again, the desire for donut in the 2nd region includes the meanings of the donut request that should appear for the 2nd region in the 4th region, and at first glance it appears as the region that produces that request. In other words, in order for the desire for a donut to exist, there must be a desire for other things, including the desire for donut, as much as the desire for the donut, 100 times as much as that desire. Since other things do not have significant value in theory, we can give this part a meaning like the desire for bite (Undonutness desire) by not taking into account the desire for donut. Thus, by accepting that the desire for 1 donut is formed in the 2nd region, we can assume that the remaining 99 donut requests are formed in the 4th Region, and we can give this region a brand-new meaning under the name Anti-meaning.

Here is the 4th leaf, which is thought to be lost until now and is unlikely to be found, and the luck of our theory. (In other words, the 4th leaf that we always look for when having a picnic, but give up easily, even though it is found, we do not care because it looks like other leaves. The last exit gate of human beings who are content with Trinity, Dartagnan of the 3 Musketeers, Complementary of 3 great angels; Azrael, the opposite idea of all ideas, secondary emotion. It is not an intertwined feeling like antithesis, good for bad, bad for good, Ying-Yang, but pure anti-meaning, it contains every different meaning that goes to the limit 100. (Lim100)

In the general view, the first appearance is leaf-shaped actually stable leaf, but when we see it’s happening, our increasing desire will bring our clover to the position of the four-leaf clover shape and fix it. I mean areas 1 and 3 will look like opposites, opposite-sounds (echoes), but also the same. Because unsold donuts will be subject to reprocessing. The fact that the world we perceive is real and beautiful is because we only see fresh delicious donuts ready for sale in here. Otherwise, in the 2nd, 3rd and 4th area, it was not seen as striking, attractive and remarkable as it was thought.

Since everyone is fighting for the donut, the world has become more and more cruel and has started to consume its resources. On the contrary, burnout is unique to us and is a syndrome. The things we think we consume are put into motion again and renewed. For example E=m.c^2 For example; Is the zebra black skin on white? or white skin on black? It is known to be the subject of discussion. In our 1st and 3rd regions, although 2 zebras look like the same siblings, they seem to move in opposite directions. This contrast allows us to call matter from that region by making a pushback effect or to complete the energy transformation, and the matter to flow back there.

The theory of 2 zebra sisters, which we call otherwise ‘Aksi-Seda Theory’ or ‘Echoes Theory’, pushes us into the lap of ‘The Middle Theory’ again. In other words, everything -1,0,1 goes from 0 to 1, but also has an orientation similar to the action-reaction principle towards -1. As the demand in the 2nd region grows, he sees that the rate quickly takes the first region to the limit one, and thus, it operates the 3rd region, which is 0, and exerts the opposite force; I mean, “the more bread, the more meatballs”. (ROCKET EXAMPLE – CERN) Upward Movement…

For example, let’s consider a rocket; The rocket, which is fixed in place at first, moves upwards, while the motors that provide the movement create a downward force. While the seedling that emerges from the seed is moving upwards, its roots are moving downwards. Newton’s law of gravity tells us a lot at this point. Matter is affected by gravity according to its mass and distance. Einstein, on the other hand, predicted that matter would turn into energy when it reached a certain speed and stated that time could be bent.

Hawking, on the other hand, developed the thesis that the universe is expanding and stated that the universe has wormholes and that matter changes form there. By developing concepts such as black hole and anti-matter; He developed the thesis that the three-dimensional universe disappeared in a black hole and probably collapsed due to the emission of radiation. In other words, matter formed the universe due to the disintegration of a main substance called ‘Ether’. Yes, here begins our theory, the concept of push back and The Donut Theory, where The Middle Theory is used as a basis.

As in the rocket example, we can say that each item starting from 0 and going to 1 must be in the opposite direction or by adding an extra three dimensions and a new time concept; While we would say matter and the matter it contains go towards 1 in terms of meaning, anti-matter and anti-meaning go towards – 1, and whether it expands or contracts, the whole universe comes to balance only by coming to the point of motion within itself. Concepts such as anti-matter and anti-meaning are needed to explain existence and meaning, and there is absolutely no matter or meaning area that we can produce outside of our brains.

The entire universe and its deep meaning can be explained by the combined power of science and philosophy, and also the Four Leaf Clover Model does not need a handle, a connection point, a creator, a driving force, a 5th force, or a connection to a creator. The entire Universe, which comes into balance, resembles the donut that forms the name of our theory, and the middle of the four-leaf clover is only a void, it must be empty and should never be included in the equation. Just as a person who believes 100% in the 2nd region cannot find the strength to jump to other regions, there should not be any entity, force, driving force, or creative doctrine in the theory at the middle point where the 4 regions come into balance.

As explained in The Donut Theory created by the Four Leaf Clover Model, although there are 4 different dimensions, the middle of these dimensions must be empty. Thanks to the interaction of the universes with each other, they become spiral and form the space in the middle, let’s reiterate that the shape resembles a donut. Because in our theory, universes can be closed on top of each other, can be intertwined, or can be viewed as 4 completely disconnected pieces. Let’s give an example; For example, when dealing with the subject of consciousness, ego, super ego, needs etc. We can remember iceberg shapes.

Here, many concepts did not feed or need belief in God. Of course, there should definitely not be God in our environment. I’ve tried to do it in a way like those figures (see ‘iceberg’), I just want to go a little deeper so you can refute me or advance the theory. Physicists, who say that the material in our 1st region is formed by the equivalent matter in the same region, cannot go beyond Bing-bang. That’s why I use the term ‘Materialist‘ for those trapped in zone 1. God sits on his Throne awaiting our death, their mind is ‘Agnostic‘; ‘I want, God gives!’ are ‘Emotional‘; futile efforts are ‘Nihilistic‘. The circle to draw the MEAN shape.

For example, let’s assume that God is above the clouds and that if we get there, at least the gates of other realms will open. Although I build my theory on leaf 1, these assumptions force me to start from leaf 2. I feel like my theory is slipping through my own fingers, I have to find a solution or let the theory free its dynamics and make it stronger. I have not decided yet. There is a good saying; “Thought, drawn to my dream!” I start my ideas from leaf 2 and point 0. The first feeling about the existence of God arose in me, I feel the need to believe, I want to believe purely without adding any material feelings, to believe in the immaterial. However, since the anti-meaning universe also develops theses on unbelief, it immediately puts the first thesis against it; ‘There is nothing to believe in!’.

We can’t reach the 1st and 3rd leaf (universes) at the moment, since matter did not form. So meaning and anti-meaning have to collide within themselves. Of course, we have to increase the 2nd region to strengthen our belief. For example, let’s increase it by 25%, so it reaches 75% with unbelief in the 4th region, because we assume that the 4th region also includes 25% belief. Because no matter what you believe, you are calling everything we will call from the opposite universe on 100%, not 25%. At first glance, although you see the belief of the 4th region as 75%, you can only change the belief level of that region in the 4th region by believing something in the 2nd region, otherwise the total anti-mana obtained, which we call unbelief, is always at the 100% level. Now we increase our belief to 50% so that disbelief in zone 4 has also reached 50% and we assume that this zone still maintains its 50% level and its total value is 100%. Well, when there is 75% belief, 25% belief and 75% disbelief level is maintained on the other side and we determine the total value as 100%.

 And if our belief in the 2nd region is 100%, the opposite of our belief is 0% disbelief. So, if you 100% believe in an entity in zone 2, none of the other zones work, all remain at 0. This power is called ‘the power of faith’ and my poor brain has nothing to offer you against this power.

In the beginning, called Genesis, we can understand that the first observable entity, which was formed from the assumption that the entire universe and the ‘meaning’ realm were together, and that the probability of everything was lim100, was at a level that could reach all 4 regions at the same time. If a meaningful unity is formed in any region, it gains meaning in itself and tries to focus on other regions. Although it has meaning in itself, it expects other regions to produce similar or satisfactory results in order to read the overall picture correctly. Otherwise, its own production may be thrown outward and disrupt the balance, which leads to distortions that go beyond our perception, since it acts against the homeostasis principle that we focus on in the Median Theory (The Middle Theory).

Let’s take the first section of the Four Leaf Clover Model, which forms our Donut Theory, and turn the 4 regions upside down. The matter, anti-matter, meaning and anti-meaning universes seem to be intertwined here and gain a homogeneous appearance as the universes that were originally together come into balance. As the shape rotates, it will take on a rounded appearance, and as it rotates further, the ecliptic-like geoid will become flatter and empty in the middle. If we think that the universe, which expands as it rotates, will contract as it rotates more and adding the time dimension, the shape will be seen exactly as a donut. Since the donut had to be viewed in three dimensions, we had to fit any other dimension into the same 3-dimensional universe. Are you hungry then listen!

If we liken the matter to the dough of our doughnut, the anti-matter and anti-meaning to the outer coating of our doughnut, and the fruit particles inside to resemble galaxies, then you get a perfect donut (doughnut bite) with a full filling on the outside, filled with delicious fruit particles on the inside and produced separately on the bottom. Bon appetit!

Let’s think like this; Although the force that rotates the Earth is the Sun, let’s imagine that there is a rod that allows us to visualize the 23.27 axis tilt in our imagination, and let’s rotate this a lot more than its current speed, intertwined with the Earth. As it is seen, the sphere of the Earth is getting flatter and the middle is opening more than we turn it, and the connection of the Earth with the imaginary rod is cut off. And yes, here is the new Earth caused by the Earth’s rotation faster than its current speed in the known three-dimensional universe; Donut (doughnut).

Here I need to specify two things beforehand; The reason why the Earth, even the Sun, and even the objects we know in the universe, are round, because the law of gravity takes the shape of a sphere when applied together with speed, that is, the piece that breaks eventually takes a circular dimension. Secondly, we can remove God from our four universes, just as we used and discarded the stick used to show the axial tilt, because we don’t actually need the stick to rotate the Earth faster, we need the Sun!

As far as we know, we can easily increase the speed of the Earth when we increase the mass of the Sun or the stars around which the Sun revolves. In my theory, I will use theological concepts like this stick and pull them out of the equivalent equations when the subject is understood. What I know is good in both matters, namely matter and meaning. (Limit 0 –> X)

 “All I know is that I don’t know anything!” may also be called.

As we outlined in our Four-Leaf Clover Model, religion vacillates between number 2 and number 4, and you could never be a true scientist.

The shape in the Four Leaf Clover Model looks more like a sphere when rotated from right to left and from top to bottom. The hollow sphere appears to be similar or the exact opposite of Stephen Hawking’s model of the Universe in a Walnut Shell. Hawking stated that the material that exploded in the middle was ‘ether’ matter and that the shell formed the universe as we know it. As a physicist, he tried to squeeze ‘the theory of everything’ into an equation. Of course, since the walnut he created fills everywhere, he did not leave any space open to ‘thinkers’; However, the universe consists of four main elements, as stated by the donut theory, and must be explained in a structure that cannot be formulated with physics.

Briefly; When we turn the 4 leaves, which represent the four main elements, from right to left and from top to bottom, the universe that we can see and perceive resembles the shape of a donut. Because, as the middle theory says, the elements that are blown up and down, contract towards the middle as they reach equilibrium and return to their place at the starting point of the universe. In this way, the concept of time only goes forward and backward as we perceive it and creates the past and the future. In fact, history repeats itself and everything reaches the equilibrium point and starts again from there. Since there is no external influence, the energy and meaning realm repeats itself.

It is quite natural and even necessary for us to believe in the afterlife in a universe formed in this way, to want to see our family and loved ones again, to exist in heaven forever, because the spirit of the universe, which has been in motion until now, has permeated us. In fact, since the universe is quadrillion times larger than humans, it is natural and imperative for humans to need an elder, a leader, a captain and a creator. In other words, a person should mature, maturated, then become a star or even diamond so that he can create the depth that can affect the universe number 4, which we call the anti-meaning universe, and create sparks in the universe number 3.

It is difficult to predict what will happen in our next life until we reach the concept of anti-meaning in the 4th region. Due to this difficulty, he tried to fill our sense of emptiness by dealing with religions, but it is obvious that they were also insufficient. Their connection with God seems very weak.

It’s been discussed before, religions seem to have reached their natural limits, or seem to have taken their old position even as they progressed. If you have noticed, the issue is not anti-meaning at all, we cannot go beyond the religion being discussed at the drunken table, we cannot destroy and re-establish the state overnight. Because why? Because anti-meaning itself has to be meaningless, yes, you heard it wrong, meaningless. It should not fit into any thought or mold, it should not be able to explain anything, and nothing should be able to explain itself.

Because everything that happened in the 4th region and that I could only explain can now be included within the “meaning” limits of the 2nd region. In short, the 4th region, the place we refer to as anti-mana, is the place where we don’t even know what we don’t know. The ancient Greeks could call it ‘nihilism’, but we still call it ‘non-existence’ in being, because I said it, and now it exists. Just as the rocket we send into space is in Region 1, the fuel it consumes is Region 3, and our curiosity and hopes are in Region 2, when we look at the general picture, it is foolish to discuss the meaning of region 4, while even the fuel that drives the rocket becomes meaningless.

3rd Region: There is even a Basic joke, Temel asked while eating ‘hot dog’: “Ula Dursun, which side of the dog came to you?”.

We look at the 3rd region with that eye, because every word said in terms of physics can be explained as matter and dark matter in the 1st region. Dark matter can be briefly defined as the power that creates matter, in which there is no light or cannot be defined, that must exist among matter. Simply; If the waves we see at night that hit the shore are ‘matter’, the entire ocean can be represented as ‘dark matter’. Since both are physically explained in our theory, we will simply call it ‘matter‘. The dark matter-matter distinction now seems to have been defined and accepted by physicists.

That is, if Hawking’s Nutshell is the material universe; everything between the crust and the core formed in the first explosion at the center is defined as anti-matter. In the Four-Leaf Clover model in The Donut Theory, the entire walnut fits in the 1st region, inside and out, and the big bang remains only in the 1st region. Exploding, disintegrating, or shrinking, the visible universe is constrained by Hawking’s three-dimensional universe and the concept of time. According to the Four-Leaf Clover model; As in the rocket example, the existence of anti-matter moving in the opposite direction, although not at the same speed and in the same way, requires the existence of the Big-bang every moment. Although the fuel consumed by the rocket is nothing like a rocket, someone looking from zone 3 is interested in what kind of chemical mixture we need to make to get one megaton of energy, not to go further in space. Where the rocket went does not make any sense, or this result does not yet take place in its material world.

According to the Median (Mediocrity fallacy) theory, changes in the positioning of other regions can be observed according to the region we are looking at. Copernicus proved that we do not live in an Earth-centric universe. We can create a parallel universe by interpreting the anti-matter formed by our third leaf with the anti-meaning region. The parallel universe does not necessarily represent the worlds lined up like a rosary, it can also be called the divided universe, the separated universe. For example, two cells divided by mitosis are two parallel universes, 4 cells divided by meiosis are 4 parallel universes. Maybe they’re not connected to each other anymore, but they were, maybe not. Two differently formed universes can be very similar or even identical.

The universe does not need to be fed from a single source, because the universes are intertwined and in constant motion, and until the reaches the breaking point ‘mediocre’, its existence does not make sense or does not have the order to make a contribution in the form of a donut. Every leap adds an aesthetic to this empty-in-the-middle donut. No one gives up on eating a donut just because the middle is empty. There is no pollen in the middle of our four-leaf clover, bears who come to eat honey return empty-handed, they have found a four-leaf clover, but they turn away because there is no honey. The micro and macro universe changes depending on where you stand. We are in a galaxy-filled universe with quadrillions of stars. Of course, we also have 80,000 miles of red blood cells in our body. We breathe 23,000 times a day. We consume 10 to 22 oxygen molecules with each breath. What did you think, it’s complicated up there and it’s ‘soup’ inside?

Mediocrity Fallacy: Considering that everything in the universe will gain meaning when it is in balance, the dilemma and error of thinking that every order we see is the creation of a creator’s design. Recency Effect, devaluing the past, depressing the future. Assuming we’re in the middle of the micro and macro universe. Feeling as if we will live this long again from now, history will be repeated again after today, and the feeling that the end of the world will break comes.  It feels like we are in the middle of technology era, it seems that we will come across flying cars or cloned people, the idea of ​​being human among people, thinking that it is an ordinary idea, an average humankind, have a herd mentality. Although the universe appears to be made up of spherical bodies, its orbit appears flat, which fits the main schematic image of our Donut Theory, making a multidimensional model of a hollow sphere has become meaningless.

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**Don’t worry, maybe we didn’t place humans at the center of the universe, but the macro and micro realms show that humanity didn’t start like that 2000 years ago. Following ‘Adam-Jesus-others-Jesus again’ is presented as a brief history of humanity. However, if we start with Lucy, there were humans 4 million years ago. 5 billion years is too big to fit in 4 Books. There are two universes we haven’t figured out yet, the 4th leaf part is completely dark. There is no place for 4 parts in physics in Octal diagram (8 parts).

‘Eureka, Eureka,’ Archimedes ran out into the street. That’s how I feel today, too, because today I can point to the best part of the theory. The shape that appears when you turn the Earth upside down, that is, when you put your hand under the Earth and hold it from the North pole, is a donut. Yes, it needs to be animated on the website, but you’re still smart, you can figure it out. In fact, what we call a donut is a sphere turned inside out. Or consider a balloon; press it from the top and bottom, the resulting shape is a donut or infinity sign . In other words, while Hawking’s universe resembles a walnut shell, our universe turns into a donut.

All spheres seem destined to be turned upside down and take the shape of a donut. In fact, it does not reduce anything from its volume while doing this.

Or we have to break the donut and turn it into a cylinder so that the mathematical equation is established. If we just increase the number of spheres in the cylinder, we can convert the formula to the limit formula, my level of mathematics does not allow. We turned the sphere into a donut and a cylinder, but the middle was still empty. While transforming objects in this way, we do not need any external factors, the energy in itself is sufficient to provide this movement. God does too, but we don’t need his existence to provide our theory!

Isn’t DNA also like an inverted Earth? It reminds me of the infinity sign. Even if there is no God, the infinity that the Four-Leaf Clover Model accepts, the ambiance and balance created by the two realms of matter and spirit and vice versa, is beautiful. The micro realm is as complex and balanced as the macro realm. There was a French cartoon (Once Upon A Time: Life); It was pointing to a world that shows the inside of a person. I think we should look at the worlds that way, and we shouldn’t put ourselves at the center of everything.

If an alien comes out, they will show him/her a verse (ayat) immediately, so you ain’t get involved. We said DNA; If you straighten the DNA, you will witness the fusion or show of power of two opposite proteins. Since the shape is like this, we have to accept that there are physical-chemical-electromagnetic and perhaps even spiritual signs that we know so far. Just like two humans love each other, each protein seems to choose in some way and act smartly. In the CERN experiment, it is necessary to look at it with this logic and to call the material to be formed from the other world with this method. FIGURE.. Of course, cylindrical. In this regard, the main ‘path’ at CERN should resemble the donut shape, at least not distorting the general shape of the prototype universe. In short, whatever we do must be done within the workings of the universe. Bacteria, conjugation or chromosomal selection may be beneficial.

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It is necessary to examine the concepts that we think of as ‘Opposites’. For example, hot-cold. It is necessary to examine the concepts that we think of as opposites. For example, hot-cold. It is difficult to say that the combination of hydrogen and helium, the burning substance of the sun, is in stark contrast to the water that freezes when it is not hot. When something is not hot, it is not necessarily cold. We mentioned in the rocket example; When the rocket is launched, it rises with hope. You launch the rocket to reach another universe. A rocket is nothing like the fuel it consumes. The anti-meaning rocket that may occur in the 4th region can be compared to the fact that it does not work at all, a feeling of failure, a feeling of deprivation -a nihilistic concept-.

Looking at how much heat energy the rocket generates from the 3rd zone perspective, this energy is not at all like the rocket in the 1st zone. If the rocket explodes in the air, the disappointment can be placed in the 2nd region, this is the meaning part. While the explosion of the rocket in the air signals a new rocket that will emerge in the future, we are looking for the motivation of the movement and the opposite of the disappointment, our hopes in the 4th region. Matter, antimatter, dark matter, and dark antimatter. Meaning, anti-meaning, dark meaning, dark anti- meaning. 8 concepts and infinity.

-1 0 1 At the moment of the formation of something, that is, at the moment of meaning, being is moving towards 1, while anti-being is moving towards -1, like the recoil of a fired rifle. Because we’re holding the rifle, we always care about our own presence in the middle of the action, even though we don’t care what the bullet costs or how much recoil it causes. Mediocracy Fallacy, assuming we’re in the middle of it all, we ARE actually in the middle though but different way. If we don’t just eliminate ourselves, we’ll have to replace God, which we did. We need to disappear, we need to leave the middle empty and spread cause and effect to 4 different universes.

The important thing is to take into account the recoil power and combine it with the emotion opposite to our aim of the shot and evaluate the formation in the anti-universe. Otherwise, if you are not in the middle of something, that thing will never gain value. It’s more like the necessity of balancing what is meaningful in existence. It can also be called negative entropy; this is a kind of fallacy in homeostasis. It also represents the power to be egocentric, to change things. Nasiruddin Hodja! You are right too.

WATER CASE

Let’s consider four basic items; Fire, earth, water, air. Religious symbols are attached to each of them. For example, the devil was created from fire, man was created from earth, and glory was created from air/light, but what about water? Water is just a transparent, fluid substance. Of course, no one would attempt to create anything out of water. Sorry, I found something out of the water; The country of Sudan, albeit divided. We have a saying ‘excuses from water’. However, all humanity and vitality came from water. Somehow, first inorganic matter and then organic matter emerged from within us or from outer space.

We also have experience; * Urey-Miller Experiment* It is kept in a container with purified water free of all minerals (in a closed environment) and it is observed that microorganisms reproduce in it after a certain period of time. Of course, we were not taught that way. It was said that it was a faulty experiment, the container somehow got air, a microbe entered from outside. In short, it is obvious that it is. Of course, since the purpose was distorted here, we could never understand the ‘secret’ of the experiment. Of course, the elementary school 2nd level biology ‘evolution’ course, the teachers did not dwell on this subject much. In fact, what the experiment tells is something that the great prophets could not think of. It is easier for living things to reproduce and develop in an environment where there is water. (Carbon dioxide and water turn into nutrients and oxygen) Therefore, there is no need for large-scale designs, otherwise there is no foolish scientist who will prove or make an effort to prove the existence of life in water from nothing.

There is a program offered by Ozan Guven; Of course, it used to be called ‘Idiot Science or Science for Dummies’. There is no stupid scientist, but there are people who look stupidly at science, I guess that’s what I mean. For example, Darwin was amazed at the perfection of the eye and admitted that the data he had was not enough to explain everything, what a humility. Indeed, since the science of photons and waves-magnetism had not developed that much at that time, it was impossible for Darwin to explain the issue in detail, and he explained that he could not explain the structure of the eye by saying ‘weird’! In short, stupid science stepped in and said, “Ahahaha, he can’t explain it then he accepted ‘Grand Design’. they got that meaning from the issue.

If we look at the big picture, the Theory of Evolution focuses on the 5 billion-year adventure of existence without focusing on a specific part of life. In this process, the Earth, which was a cloud of gas and dust, changed thanks to the formation of inorganic and organic substances, and was transformed thanks to mutation. According to The Donut Theory, both the beginning and the end must be complex.

CONCLUSION

We do not see any connection between the fact that God, who created the Grand Design, is the father of Jesus. According to The Donut Theory; When we look from our position, all macro and micro universes in the universe must be in balance and of similar magnificent complexity. Of course, we don’t see fire-breathing dragons, flying horses or people jumping on the moon. So ‘we eat hay and shit straw’, we still see ourselves in heaven. Like the company that sells parcels from the moon, of course, you found this derelict, jump right on it. No looting! Go another door! Let everyone eat in front bro! Let’s not forget that we are animals or that we are categorized as such. We are not that different from our domestic sheep or cat. We live in a life from the cradle to the grave, which they call ‘Womb-Tomb’, don’t make it big…

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THE HINT

HAMZA IS COMING
HAMZA AGAINST IDOLATRY

HIND BINT UTBA

Let’s remember the arrival of Hamza. The prophet’s uncle, who generally resided in the desert, was unaware of the caravans, festivals and of course idols in Mecca, and trade was greatly invigorated by Abu Jahl and Abu Sufyan’s goods from Syria. For example, the scene of The Message, in which Ebu Sufyan throws a pouch of money to the poet who sings praises in Arabic, is remarkable! The man is already a man.

Hamza was valiant, brave, a true leader. But the notables of Mecca, even Khadija, became rich. Hamza got lonely and heard the story of Muhammad and came and said; “When I was alone in the desert, I realized that the Lord cannot be trapped within four walls.” said and surrendered to Muhammad. Abu Sufyan’s wife, Hind Bint Utba, noticed the situation and said, “Hamza, Lion Hunter. Now he’s hunting bugs!” She stated that his term was over. Hamza is the envy of everyone; “I’ll hunt you down soon, Hind!” he had said his word. Hamza had shown his valor to everyone, but Hind quickly grasped the matter and got what she wanted. She was a very intelligent woman, she knew her husband was a jewelry, it was obvious what Muhammad and Hamza were hostile to. Their aim was to weaken the State, to provoke slaves, to put ideas into youth’s head, to smash the wheels of the system with the promise of heaven against the corrupt legal system and the promise of another world, the issue was again not a matter of 3-5 idols. Because their ancestors were Abbas, Ishmael, Abraham, their religion was Hebrew Jewish, there was only One God. They both had samples in their hands. Moses was able to withstand the Pharaoh and saved the Israelites. The ‘Trinity’ belief of Jesus had reached Rome, Germany, Russia and Africa. They knew from the beginning, at least Waraka bin Nawfal knew. He knew the suffering of Moses. He knew that Jesus was crowned with thorns and nailed to the cross at the age of 30, no power could have stood against One God, no State could survive forever because it does not promise eternity. The State can change its shape as the law changes, and the first woman to face reality was ‘the Hind’.

It was necessary to teach Hamza how to talk to a woman, no matter how valiant, because it was his doctrine to oppose those who bury their daughters, to prevent their women from being bought and sold like property. (Though the Prophet Muhammad took 10-year-old Aisha and no one said what are you doing, Ekrem-ul Ekremin) If the aim was religion, he would have come, but if the aim was hunting, Hind had the right to stand in front of him. In fact, she was patient. She waited for them to migrate.

HIND AT BAZAAR

She, Hind, watched the killing of Abu Lahab and Abu Jahl. Until they plundered the caravans from Syria at Badr, her heart actually little bit inclined towards them. Seeing that they were sharing the trophies, she persevered against the thief, she was determined, hired the slave nobody did not liberate in Uhud, and killed his uncle – the heart of Muhammad – on the spot. She smashed the chador of Muhammad, who ordered women to cover themselves as if it was his duty, she supposedly accepted Islam, in fact she regretted those who despised women, and died long after Muhammad. Because Hamza threatened, he said he will hunt her soon, too, he has gone himself…

Hamza died but pushed his nephew into the arms of the Jew in Medina. It is good to rule Mecca from Medina, he declared his legitimacy by signing a peace treaty in Hudaybiyya. Primitive Arab religion could not cope with him, yet he was always in the ‘I loved you from afar’ mode. When those who missed their homeland wanted to return, those in Mecca agreed. It was good that loved from afar, but when it was said, ‘take the baby in your arms,’ it exploded. Because plans were made in Mecca, no one fought, the one who took refuge in Abu Sufyan, same as Hind, survived, -or later hunted down one by one. I think S.A.V. including.

Let’s take a look at Islam; The prophet Muhammad was born in the center of the Bermuda Triangle. (Pagan Polytheists in Mecca, Jews in Medina, Christians in Abyssinia) He was an enemy of idols, because he did not have the capacity to make or the money to buy the same idols made by the caravans that came to Mecca, and he could not learn how to become an artist. He could not get enough education. He had no supporters other than Khadija and her family.

He became interested in Christianity, but his uncle, Waraka Bin Nawfal, was already a priest! He had to accept the weak as a priest not as an opponent. He also sent the first believers to Abyssinia, the remnant of the Roman Empire. He lost his members a couple of times. He lost Ubayd-Allah ibn Jahsh (his uncle’s son) to the Christians. He took care of his wife, but Abyssinia was not good to him. He migrated to Medina. There, too, the Jews already had a prophet like Moses, who suffered a lot more from The Prophet Muhammed. He had to deal with it and be patient until he was strong.

He did not have the wealth of Khadija, and he could not be a scholar like his ‘uncle’ (WBN), so he declared war on the side effects of wealth with caravan attacks and revealed his truth-honesty thesis. He settled in Medina and collected goods and men for 7-8 years thanks to the Syrian caravans and returned to Mecca in 630 thanks to Abu Sufyan. The one who took shelter in Abu Sufyan’s house survived because his real mother’s embrace was there, HIND.

Abu Sufyan was strong, he was not involved in Mecca’s dirty game of thrones, his wife, HIND, was smart, he had gathered the sympathy of all the tribes around by exporting and importing, and he made Mecca their first stop. Abu Sufyan was not the king, but he was a leader, he loved poetry who knew art, he did not immediately become hostile to his nephew because he claimed to be a prophet. Although his nephew Muhammad was not really a prophet, there was his Christian priest fellow Waraka Bin Nawfal who thought like him, there was a whole Rome and Abyssinia, there were Jews in Medina. Well it could be, he didn’t immediately join the discussion like the early bird Abu Jahl.

Prophet Muhammad had opened Mecca to the outside world, he waited, Muhammad would surely return because the Prophet Abraham, who made the Kaaba holy, would unite all the ‘one and only’ Gods, Muhammad has nothing but the words, no book was published that would put him in legal trouble. In any case, the Prophet Muhammad survived in Mecca for 2 years and died. Now one real king, one dynasty was needed to replace him. There was a need for a God King, who would both continue the Arab culture and cover all material and spiritual emotions. It was not easy, Muhammad’s relatives gathered, the book came out, the hadiths blew out. Father-in-law Ebubekir, cousin Omar, son-in-law Osman and Ali were all killed in a short time and the Sufyan family, namely the Umayyads, took back the command from the Ahl-al Bayt under the presidency of Muawiya.

Don’t pity an orphan or wait for payback! This is perhaps the heaviest word in the world. We can make sense of a fatherless person accepting the Lord as his father, but it is weird that he imitates Jesus by putting God in the place of his dead father. It looks like Waraka bin Nawfal is at work! After all, he had chosen the innocent to tell his prophet stories well. He was already an orphan, a miserable. In fact, it was not enough, at the age of 6, angels came and cleansed his heart inside and out. Boys would resembe in looks uncle, girls would resemble in looks aunt. He certainly had a religious leaning too. He had inclination but no education, he was a beautiful victim. His father’s side was also rich, they were protecting him. It was a tool to clear their own conscience.

Abu Talib’s ‘father of ideas’ was people who knew how Jesus and other prophets were strengthened. Not the father, but ‘the father of ideas’ at that age was more essential for the Prophet Muhammad. From Darul Erkam (Erkam’s house): “Let the whole world hear!” When their slogans were raised, the Quraysh Tribe realized the gravity of the incident and came to Abu Talib’s door: ‘If he wants wealth, let’s make him the richest, if he wants a position, let’s make him a leader, if he wants domination, let’s choose him as a King, if he wants sultanate, let’s give him the key of the Kaaba’. He was saying, “Dear uncle, if they put the Sun in my right hand and the Moon in my left hand, I would not give up on my ‘Case’.” So he was demagogic. The men had already offered gold-money, authority-position. The fact that this was the answer showed that the monkey had opened its eyes.

“However, if he hit two slaps, everything would be alright.” Demet AKALIN (Pop-star)

Pampered, bloated, gassed. Thanks to Khadija, he tasted wealth. Thanks to Abu Talib, he tasted power, and he tasted beauty when lived among the women who were presented to him. Since a full state could not be established, whoever had a problem, he would come to him and fill their hearts with religious stories originated from Christianity. He captured Omar, captured Bilal, and even convinced the maverick Lion Hunter Hamza in the desert. Of course, Abu Sufyan didn’t care much, he predicted that the subject would benefit him. But Hind was very angry. Prophet Muhammad had begun to seize the enemies of State, the youth, the slaves, as well as the independents.

Hamza’s “I’ll hunt you down soon, HIND!” word had touched her very much, she realized that her husband and state authority had disappeared. It was no longer a joke; she would answer by the slave against who freed the slave for it. When Wahshi brought the heart of Hamza, she also declared the power of the First Lady. Even when Mecca was conquered, the edict ‘He who takes refuge in Abu Sufyan’s house will be saved’ was issued. However, that was the house of HIND, the female bird would make the nest. Saying, “Okay, okay, I became a Muslim too!” Hind was shooting the Prophet Muhammad with his own gun.

HIND GOT HER REVENGE

Prophecy was temporary but Quraysh was permanent. The Prophet, who could not make a sound against those who said that he had become a Muslim, said, “O Wahshi! Don’t appear in my eyes for a while. When I see you, I remind my uncle!” After causing the death of dozens of people, he became the victim of the loom he built himself. As we entered the year 630, the token of his prophecy, the book couldn’t be collected yet. Abu Bakr was old. Rumors spread that Prophet was cheated on by his daughter Aisha. Ali was young, dynamic and knowledgeable. He took his most beloved daughter, Fatima, and established his own Ahl al-Bayt. Omar, allegedly told Amr Bin As whom he showed an example of courage by saying “if I cut off your head, there will be no doubt”, was popular with his power and justice. Osman had emptied the house by tearing his two daughters away from the Prophet Muhammad. He was left alone with his Lord, who said, “If it weren’t for you, I wouldn’t have created the worlds.” He argued about Fatima’s gold and could not prove Aisha’s betrayal. Two years after the Great Conquest of Mecca, he passed away like Ali Rıza Bey.

The Prophet Muhammad fed the information he received from his ‘kinda’ uncle, Waraka bin Navfal, to his father’s side. Even when he was being driven out of Mecca, he had convinced his cousin Ali enough to hide instead of him inside the bed. He seized the one who hunted a lion in the desert, Hamza, from his sense of loneliness. She gave her daughter to Osman and hunted Omar because of the sin of seeing her daughter in the ground or following those who buried her.

Today, we can call it ‘the deep state’, that is, to shoot criminals for their crimes, in their soft bellies and turn it in their favor. When Abu Bakr bought Bilal, Bilal said: “I am a pagan, I will die but not reach Abdi Aga!” would he say? Well, Would Ammar stop believing when they killed Yasir and Sumayya, who said, “Just leave our children alone! He could worship idols or eat idols who cares!?” Yes, life is born only as zero, that is, the beginning, and it gives direction to people thanks to push-backs. Of course, you didn’t kill Hind because of her husband Abu Sufyan whom you envisioned as the only God King of Mecca in the future, and you didn’t kill, would go over to your side when things changed. Well, why didn’t Abu Lahab’s wife, whom you killed and brought verses from the firehall, not come back? Not because of her ignorance, but because of her improbability after you killed her husband!

With the moral support of the Jews in Medina, the Muslims, who had increased considerably in 7-8 years, marched to Mecca with a victorious army. Muhammad predicted what would happen to him and broadcast the Farewell Sermon. Almost all of the Ahl al-Bayt died in the short period from the emptiness created by Abu Bakr’s early farewell to Muawiya. Because the state was founded by Plato and the religion was the Prophet Abraham. The state was the mother, God the father. It is possible to live without a father, but not without a mother.

With my very old knowledge, I can say that Umar ibn Abd al-Aziz, Harun al-Rashid and Tariq ibn Ziyad were the last Islamic leader figures we have left in our hand. The monkey brought in Africa imitated Yazid while he was praying, causing rumors that Yazid taught the monkey prayer, perhaps demolishing the structure that combines religion and state, which Abu Sufyan had built and designed from the very first day. The fact that the ascetics, who came later saw the state’s possession of worldly beauties and goods as a demonic element, caused the sultans to become so cruel that believers were thrown into dungeons. The fights of Nemrut and Ibrahim, Pharaoh and Musa, Abu Jahl and Prophet Muhammad were always for this reason.

“I don’t know what religion is, but I know very well what it isn’t.” -Zeitgeist Addendum- Yes, our lives have been spent cleaning up the residue on religion. The fact that he is Muhammad Al-Amin, being alone, avoiding wedding-style entertainment, and disapproving of extremism is enough to bring him to the top league at that time. In the first scene of The Message, a tribal chief who came to Mecca participated in the competition by designing an idol in the shape of a bird. Seeing the Prophet Muhammad like that humility in the middle of the carnival; “Take me away from here! This man got on my nerves.” There has always been good and bad throughout history. But the bad is more than the good. Preserving the good is as delicate as holding a chick. The gentleness of the men is much more important than women. Because evolution has made man strong. Woman is human, man is human-made. Hamza’s arrival must be watched from the original movie ‘The Message’. Because even the translation is more sincere. “I am also from Muhammad. I mean what you said. If anyone is confident, come before me!” He stated that his nephew’s allegations were true or not, but not enough to punish him.

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11/22/21 Las Vegas Şehir Hapishanesi

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Mesela bir çocuğu düşünelim. 2 kez ağlayınca lokma verildiğini görünce 3. kez -kâinatta var olsun olmasın- içinde lokma yeme isteği doğacak ve ağlayıp bu isteğini varlık âleminin sahibine bildirecektir. Gökten helva indirme, İbrahim Peygambere kuzu çevirme gibi hikâyeler dışında evrenin size başka çocukların yediği lokmanın dışında bir materyal sunması imkânsız, ama bakın var olduğu için istemedik sadece inandığımız için istedik.

 Bilim ve felsefenin ilerlemesi için yaratıcının varlığının olmaması bir zorunluluktur. Uçurtmayı Vurmasınlar filminde denildiği gibi: “Ben yapmadım, Mickey yaptı!”. Yani 40 yılını inançlı bir biçimde düzgün olarak yaşamaya çalıştım fakat tüm birikimimle ürettiğim teorim, hiçbir şekilde yaratıcı varlığa inanmamı istemiyor, izin vermiyor ve yasaklıyor. Nasıl ki Şeytan gözü önündeki sonsuz yaratıcıya karşı çıkmış, direnmişti, teorimiz Şeytanın yapabileceğinin çok üzerinde bir kudrete sahip olmak zorunda çünkü an itibariyle 5 milyardan fazla insanın tüm hayatını üzerine inşa ettiği inancını yok etmiş bulunmaktayım.

Bildiğimiz kadarıyla Güneşi veya Güneş’in etrafında döndüğü yıldızların kütlesini arttırdığımızda Dünyanın hızını kolayca arttırabiliyoruz. Ben de teorimde teolojik kavramları bu çubuk gibi devreye alıp, konu anlaşılınca dengin denklemlerinden çekip çıkaracağım. Bildiklerim her iki hususta da yani madde ve mana konusunda da devede kulak. (Limit sıfırdan X’e giderken) “Tek bildiğim şey, hiçbir şey bilmediğim!” de denilebilir. Karşı olduğum ifade şu; “Benim bildiklerimi bilseniz, çok ağlar az gülerdiniz.” Vaoov! İddaa büyük yerden. Tabii ki şu kadarını söyleyelim: Nasıl ki Kur’an okuyan, dinleyen ya da şahit olmuş kişiler artık sorumlu kabul ediliyor ve hesaba çekileceği bildiriliyor, ben de an itibarıyla benim teorimi gördüğünüzü ve gören hiç kimsenin inkar edemeyeceğini bildiririm. Yani ‘Halka’ (Ring) filminde olduğu gibi benim teorimi gören herkes de artık inkar edemez. Çünkü nasıl cennete gitmek için mükemmel bir iman olmalı ve kesin olarak inanmalı, benim teorimde de, onların tabiriyle mutlak kötülüğün fikri olmalı, zamana bağlı olmamalı, geçmiş ve gelecek gibi zaman kavramlarının içerisine sığmamalı, tarihi olmamalı, %100 reformist ve yenilikçi olmalı, ezel-ebed her şeyi kaplamalı, tüm sorulara cevap vermeli, çağ açıp çağ kapatmalı, tam ortasında olmalı (değişimin). Umarım!

Tümdengelim şeklinde teorimize bakacak olursak, özellikle 1. bölgede yaşananları örneklendirmek hatta diğer bölgelerde yaşanması muhtemel olaylarla genişleterek, neyin gerçek, neyin sanrı; neyin geçici, neyin kalıcı; neyin basit, neyin komplike, neyin gelenek neyin gelecek olduğunu tespit edebiliriz. “Hayat eve sığar.” “Dört odaya sığar.” Mucizeyi de bu şekilde Ortanca Teorisine kabul edemediğimiz için gelmiş geçmiş tüm mucizeleri ne yazık ki reddediyoruz. Madde ve mana alemlerimiz gibi 4 bölgenin hiçbir yere oturmayan doğaüstü olayı kabul edemeyiz, dengeye gelmemiş- homeostasinin tamamlamamış hiçbir olayın meydana gelmesi mümkün değildir.

Tabii ki teorimizi geliştirmemizde en büyük yardımı yine mesnetsiz iddialardan, hurafelerden alıyoruz.! Nasıl ki Tanrıyı Paganist putperest anlayış yerle bir etmeye yetti, Firavun’un sihirbazları hikayesi de kısmen doğru olmalı. Muhtemelen ebonit çubuğun artı+ ve eksi- kutuplarının yardımıyla hafif nesnelerin hareketi gibi, belki başka bir yerden gelen mıknatısın halk tarafından bilinmesi dolayısıyla firavuna da ilginç eğlenceli bir oyun gelmişti, gülüp eğleniyorlardı. O yüzden Ortanca Teorimiz, her iki tarafı da iyileriyle doğrularıyla yanlışlarıyla kabul etme kararlılığımızı ortaya koyuyor.

Lokma teorisinde de lokmanın kendisi zaten kainattır, aşktır, besindir. Sevdiklerimizi ne kadar çok görmek istersek o kadar evrene mesaj gönderiyoruz, ne kadar boşluğunu-yokluğunu hissedersek anti-mana evreninde o kadar bir özlem oluşturuyoruz ve bu özlem anti-madde evrenini harekete geçirerek istediğimizi somutlaştırmakta ve kâinatın 4 kanadını dengeye getirinceye kadar da maddeyi dönüştürmeye devam etmektedir.

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THE DONUT THEORY (How the universe works; chaos order chaos order)

NOTES

“Not everything needs a word”. There is not enough space to write here, there is enough to sleep, but it is still useful to be a producer. I must start writing without losing the feeling we call ‘Sense of humor’, otherwise these pages will be nothing more than a rag full of bullshit.

If you say ‘it is necessary to be a novel’, I briefly wrote ‘if I write my life, it will be a novel’. Also, a novel is not written, it is listened to, Rafet El Roman! Listen, cure for troubles, healing for souls! It will be good for you all. Because his name is El Romano, he was a hero. Don’t label him as a disgrace. “Allah Almighty has created that sweet face with eyebrows and eyes!” He also said the words. If everything is love, let me tell you that he is one step ahead of you.

I am definitely an incomprehensible person, so the fact that it can be read again makes the article valuable. The beginning of the history of humanity is FIRE, the beginning of the history of civilization is WRITERS, that is, the Sumerians, that is, the combination of civilization and religion told by my ancestors, Göbekli Tepe, that is me, half Kurdish half Turkish, exactly 50%. My grandmother did not know Turkish, and my grandmother was unaware of the existence of Kurds when she found the other 50% that she was missing. They say, “The best song is sung standing up”, so I write my words standing up, on top of the physique my uncles gave me, with the brain given by my father (50%/50%). My father’s brain is from my grandmother, even his physique. Well, my grandfather SAVGI, his father, what did he give? Ignorance or, let’s say, INNOCENCE. Then let’s name our new state so that the rights do not pass –TURKURT- Hz. Let’s do justice to Omar. Because they asked yesterday, my first childhood friend OMER, his symbol is justice. Oh, what were we saying INNOCENCE; The name of the state is clear, what if I say something about the law! Presumption of Innocence: ‘Everyone is innocent until proven guilty.’ “Everyone is a murderer until proven innocent.” This is what it means. Because of this presumption reversed, prisons are full of innocent people. Because the purpose of the presumption is to detect, suspect, catch and punish the crimes against the person in order to prove the guilt.

The child was born there, in the center of the Earth. He always questioned; where Hittite, where Sumer, where Ancient Greece! Who buried Göbekli Tepe in the sand? Did starting as apes out of Africa prevent us from dominating another galaxy? When were we going to ask where 2 of our 4 arms were? Wasn’t it the Sumerians who put Noah on the ship and started the prayer (prayer) before Muhammad? Was it the Egyptian or Aslan Tepe people? Who drew the hieroglyph? Which prophet was the one who painted the cave in Antalya Karain? For dogs; “If it were not for the Ummah, I would have ordered them to be killed.” Was he sent as a mercy to the worlds? What technology should we adopt? Would we approve of Ozan Arif, who said that TV screens were dirty, or the Sultan who said not to come to me with a machine that killed people? Excuse me, the one that starts with the phrase “Excuse me, they called us Armenians” or the one that derives the origin of the Kurd from the sound of a wolf while walking in the snow?

Religiousizing the War of Independence and the military at the front; ‘Is this buttermilk full? Anatolia is full! Were we going to follow the people who published the book, who covered Anatolia’s own past? Did the mentality that shed blood in Maraş because the veils of our two sisters were removed, saved the country? Weren’t you the one who laughed at those who lost Istanbul while discussing the gender of the angels! Wasn’t it you, the man whose skull was cut off, laughing to death because he put rusting iron instead of gold for lack of money! When the great commander who conquered Istanbul summoned Bellini and had his portrait painted, didn’t you whine about the art you banned? How you loved those who called the statue in Kars a freak and filled AKM with idols! Didn’t you also whine for those who died in Beleştepe while he was sitting for free in Beştepe? We cursed the one who turned Fatih’s Foundation into a museum, weren’t you the one who made the heritage of the Farm concrete? Is it Beton Kemal (Concrete Kemal) who made Yassıada this way?

In our theory, the value of each race is the same. This is one of the most important retaliations in religions that are full of almost all beauties. It should also be accepted that, in terms of evolution, each race has specific characteristics and well-established patterns. Therefore, it is necessary to examine the demographics of races through the eyes of a religious scientist. It is unscientific to leave the subject to the Nazi commander and take the world back 50 years, to think that you can determine the superior race. However, it should be noted to those who are considered racist because they are a fan of him and draw a sign; stand up and make the Hitler sign in your right hand. But what comes to my mind as a left-handed is using left-handed. It doesn’t matter. In other words, we can say to those who remember Hitler and make a Hitler sign, ah, that’s how tall the man was. Why did you run after him!

You have to start from one point! For example, it can be started by returning the land brought from these 81 provinces to those provinces. It is necessary not to sit around ignorant, but to pierce the drums of the sycophants. There is also the matter of the TR map; Hodja hung a World Map instead. “Get that up, my horizons are narrowing!” saying. If you had conquered the world like that, after all, there was that little map in it. Since this is the vision, the July issue does not suit you at all.

We had older brothers. We had Zechariahs who sacrificed because Jesus was born without a father. I had brothers that I used to talk to when I put too much water in the teapot and poured some of it back into the sink. Who discussed ‘the gun’ while we were discussing ‘waste’? Show mercy! Aside from shooting a bullet at a citizen, isn’t every bullet fired without training a waste? ‘What will you do with the Presidency, God is enough for us!’ Who was it that gave advice to the student? Who set out to raise snowdrops instead of flower children? Aren’t you the one who lay on the sills, brewed the tea a few times, and when he saw all the loaf of bread offered to him, he said student asset and got up from the table? This ‘loaf of bread’ issue is mentioned in the story of Jesus. I think this Hodja’s story of getting up from the table was stolen.

November 14, 1983, let’s translate, November 14, 1938. It has been 5 days since Atatürk died, the world is waiting for its new mujtahid. According to those who run after him, a new birth against Atatürk. Whereas, what is written on his document is 1941. First, let’s refute this thesis. According to our 4-Leaf Clover Model, everything in the universe does not need to be known by its opposite. law in the universe; It works on echo or mirror basis. Said is the name to be put in front of Atatürk. Because it seems that he spent 28 years in prison between 1922-1950, and 16 years of this happened during the Atatürk period. In other words, even if ‘readers’ are enemies, FETO members should not be hostile. Because there are enough hostile people or groups. They know these ‘Ebcet’ accounts well. For example, the Day of Judgment is about 2150, those who already believe should start preparing!

He came to the Turkish Assembly and said; “The greatest truth in the universe is faith and then prayer”. Why did we drag the man who said that for 28 years, it is necessary to look at it!

Especially the; “Pasha, Pasha! I’ll gouge out your eyes!” The attributions in the form do not match the general character of the Master at all. While he was in exile in Barla County, when a commander came to the village, the grocer put newspapers under the weight of the cheese on the scale and put newspapers under the weight; The commander said, “Master has come here too!” made him speak his word.

According to our echo theory, opposite poles attract but must be the same kind. You’ve all heard of Necip Fazıl and Nazım Hikmet’s fights. Tahir and the dog thing. Or remember Leonardo Di Caprio, who called the police who tried to catch him in the movie ‘Catch me if you can’ and said: ‘I had no one to call but you!’ In Can Dündar’s Mustafa; A leader who misses his mother covered, who is in pain about Latife, but who does not hear back from his drink and fun. I say we should not decide who Allah will love. This is the story about alcohol; Doesn’t it show his deep respect for Ertuğrul Günay, who is the minister of tourism, to hide his glass when he sees Erdoğan? If you are so respectful, why are you trying to destroy the order? Do not argue that Soylu, who confused the holiday prayer on Kato Mountain, is a FETO member. Especially until the President says “This is your place!”, they never have such a dream, it is not in their character.

JULY 15 ISSUE

First of all, I wish God’s mercy on those who died, I think that a soul is superior to all states no matter what. Whatever the reason, no one knows how precious a person is. At the same time, this type of litigation, which I think creates synergy, causes a brand new birth from the echo of the universe of the deceased. I believe that it contributed to the content that would cause this, but was pushed back into this universe, although not in the exact same way. (See the Four Leaf Clover Model).

Stone is heavy in place. It cannot be explained that the struggle, which is described as the Erdogan-FETO clash, came to light through the army formed to protect the State. FETO, which uses cheating to become the Chief of the General Staff, can be understood, but the president is also tied to politics. The closing of private schools established with the permission of the Ministry and the opening of other private schools affiliated to the Ministry also enters the field of new politics. Struggle or competition will only make sense if it is evaluated in their own fields, otherwise the followers of those who are interested in politics and religion will melt away.

It is absurd for a person who has turned 80 and lived abroad to think that by overthrowing someone who is basically a ‘National Opinionist’, he will place someone more “useful” than him. The first concept that comes to my mind is; quota. The mentality that tried all kinds of ways to fill the quota given to him in order to befriend the Hodja both showed the efforts of sincere people as a profit, and became more royalist than the king, with the demonic pride of being proud. Just as the party that stole the votes loses those who stole the votes after a few elections (remorseful, I hope), the people who cheat and settle in will eventually be unable to take the responsibility of the place they do not deserve and will destroy the world like a bull entering a glass shop at the first opportunity. In fact, those who are right on the issue of merit-loyalty, which we always discuss, will realize that the order has been broken, and they will see that the person they have placed explodes in their own hands. In fact, there is no fight. While Erdogan holds his hand in politics and religion, Hodja fills the gap left by him.

Both stones look heavy in place. As Ali Tuncay puts it: “The teacher was talking about nebulae. We have never heard such a statement before.” Although his statements sounded striking at the time, we needed Stephen Hawking to find out what a nebula was, not Hodja. My grandfather Hasan and my father’s uncles Arif, Veli, Ali İhsan and Emrullah were decent people in the village because they came from Alibaz hodjas on their paternal side. The two people in the village are the hodja in the mosque and the teacher in the school, namely FETO and Tayyip. Until the Ataturk period, they were represented by only one person. Later, the state was represented by the teacher, and the religion by the hodja. It was the people who were also in the fight of these two. Hodja never considered the teacher who came to the mosque as competent as himself. The teacher could never accept the teacher who taught the children the Qur’an alphabet and even taught them to read. Being a chief teacher and commander-in-chief would not be enough for this, he would want to read the Friday Sermon. Hodja gave him permission, gave him his robe and even the books. He knew inwardly that whatever he gave was 1%, he was happy about it, but he couldn’t manage the remaining 99%.

The state collapsed. The man says on television that he had his nose done for the former Minister of Interior, the other the Çiller Special Organization or something. Things are already complicated; the environment is blurry and they say; ‘Don’t go out!’. A friend said that the water is now blurry. Did we blur the water? Whoever messed it up, go clean it up! 

I respect every opinion, every opinion, eventually they all have their place in history. I’m just sharing the opinions that come to my mind to be faster and more effective. It’s not easy to get rid of so much experience all at once. There is a saying that I love but: “If you can’t erase it, you will scribble it!” Although I do not have the power to slander, I do not have the power to stop the apocalypse, I do not have the power to say not to come to the Messiah, nor do I have the power to pretend to oppose the Lord like Satan. I’ll say goodbye to your grace and good grief.

“My sin, my reward is in those tunes. Songs that guarantee your life in the apocalypse. The songs are like chewing gum, inexplicable songs. Killer songs thirsty for my blood!” A song I vaguely remember.

I went far away now, I searched for the food of our bite theory in the body, the place I found is the meaning of my theory; my pupil! RA’s eye is Iris. I thought that the black hole was always in my eyes, but I wonder if the shape of the universe is hidden in the ‘pupil’?

Adnan Hodja said: “In fact, everything is virtual, our soul sitting in a dark room watches everything in our eyes”. When we seek in the sky, shall we not find it on the ground? “Do not look far away because you are in me. You have established a throne in my heart, you are in the most beautiful place”. Or when you say closer than our jugular vein! Have we ridiculed Ajdar too much?

ANNOYING ESSAYS

I’m an annoying guy. I don’t know if it’s a character or a tactic. Maslow’s most basic step is security. Maybe I took a defensive structure because of my security measures. Maybe I’m scared, who knows. My goal is not to score. It may also be due to the fact that I wore the number 5 jersey for years and went on the field as a front defense. For those I love, my irritability can be perceived as a witty-witty personality, while for those I dislike, it can be depressing and frustrating. Although I did not leave it to chance for my nuclear family, I loved them no matter what. But my dislike for other people progressed in proportion to how much they loved me. Because I think love is to love a lot and not be disappointed. Of course, everyone wants to be loved, and I tried very hard, but I did not break it from the context of love. From now on, everyone will say it’s worth it, I started this strategy long ago. I take great pleasure when the ones I don’t like touch their nerve endings and eventually realize how much they love me. Because then it’s up to me to forgive. I’m not a disruptor, but the truth is; i’m annoying.

They say one misfortune is better than a thousand advice, it’s true! If you’re a frivolous person, you can’t tell too many people what you’ve done. That’s me, I usually have to explain everything I do to others or to my closest one. Of course, if you push the limits, it’s easy to get handcuffed and go before the judge. If you are new to these matters, the judge may misunderstand your explanation and impose the maximum penalty required by the subject, that’s what happened to me. He was sentenced to 4 months in prison for a simple traffic ticket, which can actually be given between 2 days and 6 months. Let me tell you the main idea of ​​my writing in advance; There is no difference between 4 months and 40 years in prison, of course, for those who know how to learn. The people you meet, the environments you work in, the area you live in, every story told adds something new to you. You see retired soldiers. Some of them showed violence to their wife or neighbor, and some of them molested another’s wife or daughter. Or there are gang members, they’ve been around for 20 years, inside and out. They slit her belly in the middle, she didn’t have any stitches again. He has a police bullet in his shoulder, he got extra punishment for resisting the police. I said you didn’t resist; the guys shot a bullet. He’s still defending the police. Anyway, he later said that he had served two penalties at the same time, and the business was settled. Of course, in every event that happened, I think of what I did, and many events from which I came back come to life in my eyes. I am grateful, I am 40 years old, I have not seen prison, I lay my head on the pillow comfortably. I did not defraud anyone else; I did not hurt anyone; I did not make any enemies. No matter what I did, I never got low enough to blame it on alcohol or drugs. It seems that many people here are trying to get away with the punishment by immediately linking the crime to alcohol and drugs, no one talks about making theft a character or being in a nervous nature. Because of my ignorance, I didn’t hire a lawyer, I couldn’t follow the court, I had a lack of communication. But some of them are really trapped, sentenced 7 years from a simple injury, a petty theft, a petty drug sale, 70 years sentenced in organized crime, cruel world.

Don’t look at the bullshit “Cemeteries are full of people who think they’re indispensable”. Fuck it, unplug it, don’t let it live, it’s already gangrenous, definitely throw it away. If nothing much has happened, don’t worry, it will remain as a “life partner”. If you’re in the mood not to leave my wife for so many years, don’t worry, your heart will never warm again. If you say what will happen to your children, say I don’t know, my wife knows, sit down where you are. What is my capacity, master, I can not give you advice! My friend asked :”How are you?”. Then, I scribbled two lines, do not exaggerate. Other people usually scare men, they are portrayed as happy first and then sadness, the girl’s side is the opposite. It’s true that it progresses gradually, let me tell you: First, you are happy that you made the decision because of course you are sure of your decision. Then they start to wonder, can I get it together, can I handle it? You blame your surroundings, you think that you are playing the tricks of those who let you experience them. Somehow you build a network, you produce scapegoats and put the blame on them. Alas, if there is no crime in them, you are making the right decision, you are confirming that the issue is only between the two of you, which pushes you to the third stage and finalizes your decision. Now you can dance! Maybe there is a problem in the second stage and if you think you can fix the situation and convince the other side, don’t waste any time and give love another chance. Because it seems that when things get serious or go wrong, third parties disappear and they do whatever their interests require. Because from the beginning they live only for themselves. If you believe that the other side will turn from their mistake, you too, hit the brakes and be a man.

If you love, be patient. Don’t worry, the lover wins. Let her think if she can fill your love cup. Do not compromise on your quality! Always be preferable. It seems that only one religion said the truth when we died, at least among 3 major religions. Even if you are not on the side of the true religion, be a preferable person on the other side, enter from the additional quota. If spiritual religions are real, karma will definitely take you beyond the position you are in. I understand sociologists, everyone gains value when they do meaningful things according to their custom in their own society, I can understand politicians or company owners. We need votes, we need money, we need to be integrated into society. I am neither, I have partially liberated myself so that I can have a couple of words. I don’t want to frighten their trade mules, and I respect civilizations built on some foundation stones. This is how my parents and grandparents lived. If I don’t have anyone, my family and my government have taken care of me, I can’t be ungrateful.

I’m not really upset, you know? Inwardly I belly up, I dance, even the breakdance you know. Look how well I left, it’s clean. I set it up at the time, I put my mind to it because I am vindictive, I do not forgive. You know, you do someone a favor, but from the heart, without any interest. That’s how you do someone a disservice from the heart, from the depths. Just as the good that is done from the heart is permanent, the evil also reaches to damaging and unforgivable dimensions. In fact, it should! If you do not exceed the threshold value, there will only be fighting and noise, the taste of life will be spoiled. You don’t die, you crawl. You crippled love, too. They say; ‘The dead one day, the insane cry every day.’ This is exactly the issue. But it is so difficult to put the affairs of the heart into account. For example, you should never blame third parties in your relationship.

If you have a problem, you should deal with it directly with the other party. If you find him right in some way, you can’t leave. Pure evil must be pure evil so that no traces are left behind. Otherwise, you may find yourself at the alcohol table after 3 days. You have to have very strong reasons and you have to be strong. There may be mistakes that can happen instantaneously, such as she cheated on me, slept with her friend, threw my phone against the wall, injured my arm. Forgive her if you are faced with these simple and temporary mistakes. Forgiveness is a virtue and it is a beautiful feeling, I have experienced it myself. I do not want to look at the subject mathematically; I can’t give advice like “forgive 3 times, payback after the 4th time”. The evil dosage of the work done, the material and moral damage, the power to change your position are very important. It was once like that, but if you say you won’t forgive, think twice. While thinking, back off, if the enemy is sure, he will attack again, so he will not care about you.

‘They say, ‘A soft horse kicks hard’, it’s a fair statement. When emotionally disconnected, it becomes difficult to turn back, otherwise the naive horse will think twice when kicking. A proverb I learned when I was little: ‘an aggressive dog always has a wound’ fits my mood. If the woman’s side is aggressive, she loves to inflict psychological and physical violence on you. She always wants to keep you under control. And when your cold heart starts to run away from it, she uses the self-harm trump card. Being right in some way is his greatest pleasure. You want to balance everything, get fit, bring it to the balance point and break the ties, but it will never come true, you will be dragged into a war that you cannot win, you will be injured, you will not die, but you will get hurt, you will struggle in vain. I also know that you never hurt the other side because you are a soft horse, your radiant heart will make the right decision. My recommendation is: don’t let it go, my valiants, don’t be sorry, finish it for sure, don’t prolong it, don’t consider much.

HAYATIM

HAYATIM 11/22/21 Las Vegas Şehir Hapishanesi

Manastır…Yani ministry, yani Rabbin Krallığı, yani kutsal yer, kilise! 14 Kasım 1983’te Manastır tepesinin eteklerinde dünyayı ortadan ikiye ayrılacak bir çocuk dünyaya geldi. Türk-Kürt, Müslüman-Hristiyan tüm zıtlıkları birleştiren, dört bir yana hükmedip Davut’un kılıcına sahip olacak tek çocuk dünyaya geldi. Jarusalem ile Babil Talbutunu birleştirecek, Musa’yı firavuna, Harun’u Karun’a, Kabil’i Habil’e kardeş edecek tek çocuktu. Tek çocuk, tek Mesih, cennetin Krallığını yeniden ilan edecek, ‘durun siz kardeşsiniz!’ diye söylendiğinde sözünü bütün dünya işitecek. Haçlılar gibi Kudüs’ü ele geçirmek için yola çıkıp Konstantinapol’ü kaybetmeyecek gerçek bir komutan. Tanrı Kral! 7 cihanın hakimi! Kudreti kötünün sedasını bastıracak bir müzakereci. Dünyaya tam kötü ve iyinin eşit düzeyde olduğu anda gelecek, tam ortada, -ortanca-, tam bağımsız, tüm egemen! Denizi tam ikiye ayıracak, Fırat ve Dicle’yi birleştirecek, hayatının tam ortasını yaşayan bir bilge. 5 harfli bir elmas!

14 Kasım 1983, ortanca çocuk, tosun, doğdu. Evde doğdu, abisinin yanında, babaannesinin / ebesinin kucağına doğdu. Tüm sevgilerin toplandığı eve doğdu. Güldü, herkes güldü. Annesi Zeynep bu sefer ilk çocuk gibi kendi tarafına benzeyen değil, baba tarafına benzeyen çocuğu doğurmayı, ilk bakışta irice, toparlakça, nazaran parlakça çocuğu doğurmayı başarmıştı. Başarmıştı çünkü gençti, Kürttü ve yabancı olduğu ortama verebileceği en güzel hediyeyi vermişti. Genetik olarak tam %50-%50 bölüştürmüştü. Ayrıca erkekti, o yoksullukta abisi için hazırlanan tüm mameleki* kullanabilecekti. Diğer kardeşlerinin doğum günleri sürüncemede kaldı ve yıllar sonra da değişti fakat onunki tamamdı, 14 Kasım.

Mamelek: Mal-mülk, zilyet, eşya. (Vaazda Hocanın; “Mamelekimizi satsak…” ifadelerini Star/ShowTv’nin “Memleketimizi satsak…” şeklinde çevirdiği kelime.)(Yıl 1999: Reha Muhtar’ın yayına bağlanan Hocaya “Mustafa Kemal ATATÜRK” der misiniz, diye ısrar ettiği yıl. (Hâlâ çözülememiş bir ısrar!))

Komşuya gittiklerinde bir an sevgisiz kalıp tırnak makasıyla süngeri delik deşik ettiren de yine onun sosyalliği ve ona duyulan sevgiyi arsızlaştırmasıydı. Çünkü hiç omuzdan inmedi. Hep beklenmedik performans gösterdi. Mesela aynı yaşlardayken kardeşi kaybolmuştu, en azından 1-2 saat sonra polis getirmişti. Fakat onu kaybettiklerini düşünüp aramaya çıktıklarında o kendisi eve gelmişti.

Kimliği geç çıktığı için 1.1.1984 yazılmıştı, bu yüzden okula başlayamadı. Aslında diğer okula gitmeye çalışabilirdi fakat babasının da gönlünden geçen, eve yakın ve görece daha iyi bir okula başlamaktı. Galiba babası da biraz mükemmeliyetçiydi eğitim konusunda. Çok küçük değildi ama tombul da değildi. Ayrıca abisinden okuma-yazmayı da öğrenmişti. Herkese göre hazırdı fakat devlete göre hazır değildi, belki babasını da istemeden üzdü çünkü üzülmeyi bilmiyordu. Babası ona inanmaya devam etti.

Devletle ilk çatışmasını yaşamıştı, kurala boyun eğmişti. 1 yıl bekledi ve yine aynı okula gitti.  Daha da büyümüştü. Öğretmeni Ömer Oral Onu ilk sıraya oturmuştu. Mutluydu, akrabası Selma da aynı sınıftaydı, hem de kız Almancı’ydı, başkaydı. Kızlara ilk günden beri hep çok değer verirdi. Ömrü boyunca da kadınlara karşı hep öyleydi. Öğretmenin verdiği 1 aylık dergiyi bir iki günde bitiriyordu. Alaycı değildi, bilmeyen çocukları ezmiyordu. Okulu seviyordu. Okulu bitirince de bahçede çekirge topluyordu. Hem turuncu iğnesinden korkuyor hem de merak ediyordu. Doğayı, kırları seviyordu. Çünkü babaannesine göre o çiçekti, ‘sarı çiçek’. Bir babanın verebileceği akıl-zekâ-güvenin dışında tip olarak da babaydı. Evin tek oğluna benziyordu. Bir annenin verebileceği tüm masumiyeti almıştı çünkü annesi yönlendirilmemiş, yontulmamıştı. Annesinden dinlediği gelin-kaynana-kaynata kavgalarına şahit olmamıştı, çünkü ondan sonra kavgalar bile azalmıştı. Dayıları da yeğenleri paylaşmıştı. En büyük dayı abisini çok seviyordu, halimdi, selimdi, ilkti. Görece en sevdiği bacısının hediyesiydi. Parayı abiye verirdi, o da kardeşlerine eşit dağıtırdı. 10 Lira tam 3.33 bölüşülürdü. İleride devlette çalışırken de bütçeyi böyle dağıtırdı. Afedersiniz haşhaşı bile arkadaşlarına Ömer adaleti ile dağıtırdı. Çünkü Fırat’ın kenarındaki kuzuya verilen değer ile Hakkâri Yüksekova’daki dokuma halıya verilen emek aynıydı. Abisini verilen siyah önlüğü çok kıskanırdı ama belki de Ortanca Teorisinde belirttiğimiz yenilikçi mavi önlüğü ilk kez o giyiyordu.

Abisine siyah çok yakışmıştı çünkü esmerdi. Dayıları da sonradan onu Galatasaraylı yapmıştı fakat ona Galatasaraylı olamayacağını, mavi-sarı Fenerbahçeli olması gerektiğini, böylece rakip olabileceğini anlattı. Bir süre Fenerli kaldı fakat Arif’in Manchester’a attığı gol, onu da abisi gibi Galatasaraylı yapıyordu.

Rakip olmak istemiyordu rahip olmak istiyordu. En büyük destekçisi abisiydi. Hiçbir konuda çatışmayı düşünmedi. Maçların geç yayınlanmasından ötürü, ertesi sabah okula giderken Galatasaray’ın zaferlerini gazeteden okumak kardeşlere büyük keyif veriyordu. Hatta Kayseri 5’incisi olmasına rağmen abisinin gittiği okula gitti. Aynı okula başlayıp İngilizce hazırlığı atlayıp abisiyle aynı sınıfta okuyabilirdi. Çünkü İngilizceyi öğrenmişti fakat babası felsefeci babanın çocuk psikolojisini süzmesinden dolayı geride kaldı ve hazırlık okudu. Hep bir adım geriden takip ederek hem büyüdü hem de abisini büyüttü. Aslında 2 adım gerideydi. Şöyle ki ilkokulda 2. ayı tamamladıktan sonra Kayseri’ye göç etti oradaki müdüre mevzuyu anlatınca müdür öğretmenlerden oluşan kurulun önüne çıkardı. ‘Jale bu jandarma’, 12 x 5 gibi matematik sorularına cevap verince, müdür mevzunun Kasım-Ocak arasında sıkıştığına karar verip 2. sınıftan devam ettirdi. Çünkü onu ikinci sınıftaki bir bayan öğretmenin ellerine teslim etmeye karar vermişti. Bu öğretmeni, orta yaşlıydı, iki-üç kızı vardı, müthiş yetiştirmişti. Onu da evladı gibi göreceğinden kimsenin şüphesi yoktu, evi yakındı, irtibata geçilebilirdi. Başı açıktı, annesi gibi idol olması için kapalı olmasına gerek yoktu. Ayrıca babası da başı açık kadınlardan idol olabileceğini anlatıyordu. Önemli olan masumiyetti. Babasının sevdikleri kadınlar arasında sadece birkaç harf fark vardı. Kapalı olan Zeynep’ti, açık olan ise Ziynet’ti. Yıllar sonra fark ettim o yaşta (8) tabii ki Ziynet isminden bahsedilmedi. Hani Kur’an’da denir ya; ‘Ziynet yerlerinizi örtün!’, Ziynet kapanınca Zeynep haline gelmişti. (Aslında annesi de önceleri başı açıktı. Yani babası ziynetini de bulmuştu. Hem demezler mi; kapalıysa biraz oynak olmalı açıksa biraz toynak olmalı! Denge-balans çok önemli. *

* Yıllar sonra fark ettim o yaşta (8) tabii ki Ziynet isminden bahsedilmedi.

Evet kısaca şöyle diyelim direk ikinci sınıftan başlamıştı. Tabii ki 5 yaşında okula başlayan süper zeki çocukların kategorisinde yer almazdı benzer örnekleri çoktu ama 2. aydan sonra ikinci sınıftan devam etmesi örneği bulunamayabilirdi. Aslında önemli mevzu; Devletin kuralları, kişinin özelliklerine esnetmemesiydi. Babasına daha o yaşta devlete karşı ilk zaferini yaşatmıştı. 2. sınıfı bitirdiğinde karnesi hep pekiyiydi. Sınıfının birincisi de sayılabilirdi ya da en başarılısı diyelim. Babası o günden sonra karnesine bakmaya bile tenezzül etmemişti. Tüm kaynaklar elimizde yok fakat orta son sınıfa kadar karnesinde 5’ten başka bir not olmayacaktı. Aslında dönem dönem ondan zekileri karşısına çıkıyor fakat yıldızları bir parlayıp bir sönüyordu. Abisi ile 2 yıllık arayı 1’e indirmişti ve yine onun peşindeydi. 92-93 senesinde abisi ile beraber özel okulun yolunu tutuyordu. Aslında memnundu, Devlet güzeldi ama malum özel de olsa beleşti.

Abisi sadece yarım yıl okuyabilmişti fakat o 1,5 yıl okuyup ilkokulu 1. olarak tamamlamıştı. Kayseri 5.si olarak da abisinin gittiği Anadolu Lisesini çoktan hak etmişti. Özel okulda öğrendiği İngilizce sayesinde bir sınıf daha atlayabilirdi ama küçüktü 1 yıl dinlenmeyi hak etmişti. Müyesser öğretmenine şükran duyuyor ama kalbinde Nuray öğretmenini başka seviyordu. Çünkü onu alt sınıflara örnek bir öğrenci göstermesinin yanında, dershane kavramı ve diğer öğrencilerin/okulların katıldığı büyük sınavlara da hazırlıyordu.  Müyesser öğretmeni öğrencilerin arasında hak geçmesin diye eşit davranırdı ama Nuray öğretmeni onu daha kolay ve kayıtsız şartsız sevebilirdi. Öğrendiği bu sevme şekli, sınıfta bulunan avukatların, müdürlerin, başkanların şekil kızlarını değil en güzel gördüğü kızı beğenmeyi ona öğretmişti. Tesadüf o ki annesi Zeynep’in adını söyleyemeyen çocuklar ona Demet yenge derdi. Fakat sarıçiçeği demet yapacak bir bağ asla olmadı.

Utangaç bir insandı. İlkokul öğretmeni sokakta oynarken görür diye utanırdı.

Dedim ya, beleşti okulu, beleş güzeldi. 5 harfliydi, ortasında L vardı. 5 ve L’ye saplantısı çok eskiydi. Belki beleşçiydi yıllarca da öyle anılacaktı. Çünkü hep zenginlerin içindeydi. Toplam 7,5 sene zengin çocuklarıyla yaşadı. En fakiriydi (matematiksel olarak ispatlanabilir düzeyde fakirlik) ama hakir görülmedi. Görece zengin ama dindar ailelerin çocukları arasındaydı. Başka kolejlerde yaşanabilecek travmaları hiç yaşamadı. Çevresi tarafından hiç hırsızlıkla suçlanmadı, dürüsttü. İki kez hırsızlık yaptı. 8 yaşındayken evde bulduğu parayı komşu çocuğu Ömer’le bakkalda harcadı. Bir-iki ekmek parası kadardı çaldığı para. 13 yaşındayken de marketten çikolata aldı, ödemedi. Görevli arkadaşlarının yanında ona hırsız deyince yerin dibine battı, kahroldu. Parası olmasa da haysiyetini koruması gerektiğini anladı. Toplam iki hadise yaşandı, anlatacak kadar dürüst davrandı.  40 yıllık ömründe başka hadise yaşanmadı. Çünkü abisi vardı, Allah olmasa da hep hesap vereceği abisi vardı. Babası tam 3 sene onu ağabeyini emanet etmiş yurt dışına gitmişti. Ayrıca sınıf arkadaşı Filiz’e ne kadar fakir olursa olsun insanın çalmaması, sabretmesi gerektiğinde diretmişti. 12 yaşında bir çocuktu ama lafından geri dönemezdi. Yatılı okula yine burslu başlıyor, öğrendiği İngilizcenin verdiği avantajla en ön sıradaki yerini alıyordu. Bilime dair kitapları İngilizceydi. Matematik Fen kitapları rengârenkti. Yurtdışı kaynaklı olduğu için yanlı bilgi yoktu. Evrim vardı, Newton vardı ama Adnan Hocanın Yaratılış Gerçeği kitabı yoktu. Dünyanın düz olduğu kanısını uyandıran dini kitaplar yoktu, rengârenk coğrafya kitapları vardı. FETÖ okuluydu fakat özel sohbetler dışında FETÖ’nün kitapları da yoktu, öyle bir öğrenci ayrımı da yoktu. Din kitabında bile her ünitede Atatürk vardı. Zorlama yoktu, Almancı vardı, gurbetçi vardı.

F.T.: “Evet Türkler hep ikincidir derler neden öyleydi bilmiyorum, ben de ikinciliği seviyordum. Geri durmayı seviyordum. İkinci çocuktum, ortancaydım, biliyorum, ön plana çıkmayı sevmiyordum. Belki de risk almayı sevmiyordum ama yine de oradaydım. İlkokul bando seçmelerini kaçırmışım ama borazan takımı seçmelerine yetişmiştim, bandocu olmayı hayal etmedim. O gün statta 23 Nisan şenliğinde bulunmak yetmişti bana, üniformayı hepimizi giymiştik.

Lisede okurken de satranç turnuvasında son 2’ye kalmıştım. Maç ertelenmişti. Final maçını kazanıp plaket alma hayalini kurmadım. Sonuçta rakibim de kazanmak istiyordu. Asılmadım ya da konsantre olamadım. O kazansındı, ona karşı kazanmayı değerli bir şey olarak görmedim. Ama nasip işte ÖSS’ de derece yapan arkadaşım başka okula gittiği için, okulu ben birincilikle tamamladım.

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Evet, evet! Abdest suyunu evden getiren hocalarımız vardı, ama yanımızda abdest alan hoca yoktu. Okul müdürümüz din öğretmeniydi ama bırakın namaz kıldığını görmeyi, Allah dediğini duymazdık. Müdür, müdür müdür? Evet müdür müdürdü, bedenci de bedenciydi. Bir nevi hababamdı. Allahçımızda vardı Almancımızda. ‘Cocojambo’ dinleyen Selami’lerimiz de vardı kaset dinleyen Koyuncularımız da. Ben ortancaydım, onların kasetlerini yer değiştirdim. Belki de bir nesli böyle yetiştirdim, bilemedim. Sıra dayağı vardı ama onun dayak yemesi olaydı. Arkadaşları her konuda ona yardım ettiği için sıra dayağından çekinmezdi. Çok sığır arkadaşları vardı ama kopya vermeye çekinmezdi. İngilizce dersinde hoca kopya kâğıdı bulduğunu zannettiğinde kağıtta aynen şu yazıyordu; “Hocam ‘especially’ İngilizce dersinde kopya çekecek kadar zavallı değilim.” Dedim ya Hababam!

Ama Dört Yapraklı Yonca Modelinde belirtildiği gibi aksi sedalarda yaratılan evren, burada yapamadıklarımızı tekrar yüzünüze vurur. Okulu birincilikle bitirdim kütüğe adımı yazdırdım vesselam ama hem ilk sınavında büyük strateji hataları yapıp aynı zamanda tökezleyince nadir görülen okul birinciliği kontenjanı kullanarak hak etmediğim bir üst üniversiteye yerleşemedim. Tabii devletin buradaki payını unutmak, attığı iki kazığa değinmemek olmaz; tüm kaldırıcı soruları biyoloji yükleyen ve neredeyse 10 soruyu üremeye ayıran, adaleti olmayan bir sınavdı. Tabii ki intikam almak yine bana düşüyordu. İkinci kez hazırlanıp TM üzerine strateji kurunca birinciliğe yakışır şekilde ODTÜ kapılarını bana açıyordu. Hem de hukuk, tıp gibi ucu kapalı meslekler değil vezir-rezil olabileceğin uç genişlikte bir imkân sunarak. Galiba rezil olmuştu çünkü bu satırları ABD’deki ranzanın üst katından kaleme alıyordu. Ben Hero muydu, Ben Zero muydu?” F.T.

SAVGI

“The Last Shepherd, ŞAVGI, yani dedem. Köylünün koyunlarını otlatırken zengin sanılıp köyün en eğitimli ailesinin kızını alan dedem. (Bir bağ bozumuydu gidişin 22 Kasım 1998). İlginç bir hikayesi de yok, bir-iki. Askerden bunalıp Erzurum’dan Çorum’a yürüdüğü söyleniyor, 1.000 km. Bir de otobüste uyurken; muavin ‘amca geldik’ deyince heyecandan kara lastiğinin birini (ama birini) otobüste unutmuş eve kadar meshle yürümüş, babaannem görünce şaşırmış, ya insan 1 km yol yürür de nasıl farketmez ayakkabısının birinin olmadığını. Allah adamı işte, öyle derler. Okumamış, etmemiş, ahlaki değerlerini de çevresinden almış. Bazen gereksiz sinirli, bazen duyarsız, bazen inat ama her zaman cesurdu, dürüsttü. İnanın hiçbir özelliği yoktu ki söyleyeyim örnek alınsın. Bence tam bir çobandı. Bir babada olması gereken ve oğluna miras bıraktığı en güzel haslet, çevresini özgür bırakmaktır. Özgür bırakmanın ne olduğunu da bilmezdi ya! Mesela, babaannem dilediği gibi yaşadı. Oğluna gel hoca ol köye dedi, babam okumakta ısrar edince onu da serbest bıraktı. Kızları istedikleri kocayla evlendi, torunları istedikleri gibi bahçede at koşturdu. Kimse beni sevsin diye uğraşmadı, kimseye de eyvallahı olmadı.

Belki de bende suç! 10 ülke gezdim örnek alacak insan olarak yine onu buldum. O paragöz olan Yalama Kazım abisi gibi değildi, Macar Zeki ya da Sağır Mevlüt lakaplı kardeşlerinden farklıydı. Babaannemin Alevi kökenli olduğunu varsaydığım dindar ailesi ile parayı seven kendi ailesini buluşturmuştu. Bir kez daha olmayacak olmuştu ve denge kurulmuştu. Hiç çıkarını düşünmezdi, o yüzden zenginler onu çok severdi. Asla yobaz değildi ve pratikti, o yüzden ilmiye sınıfı da ondan hoşnuttu. ‘Para-mara bunlar geçici!’ deyince; ‘Bir elma versene!’ diyecek kadar filozoftu, sadece farkında değildi. İlme de saygısı vardı, babam 18’e basıp liseyi bitirince karar yetkisini en büyük oğluna, babama devrediyordu. Toprağın bilgeliği böyle bir şeydi. Medeniyet için 700 katlı gökdelene ihtiyacınız yoktu. Asurluların, Hititlerin topraklarında doğmak yeterliydi. Manastırın (yüzyıllarca dua edilen yerin) ruhu doğan çocuklara da geçiyordu çünkü orada yetişen bitkiler yaşananları kaydediyor ve köklerine aktarıyordu. (Avustralya Deneyi – Bitki katilin kendine dokunmasına tepki veriyor.) 4.000 yıllık kadim Hattuşaş, genlerine işlemişti.

Manastır Tepesinde çan sesleri artık duyulmuyordu, eski tapınak yok olup gitmişti, ama yine de dedemlerde ‘Çan’ vardı. Evet çan çalmak için kiliseye ihtiyacınız yoktur, mübarek koyunun boynuna asarsınız o size Tanrıyı anlatır. Tabii ki köylüde anlayacak kapasite yoktu. İki apayrı genin birleşimi olan babam, köyün en zeki delikanlısı seçilip dayılarının desteğiyle okumaya gönderiliyordu. Babam, erişkin yaşa gelen kızlar için; ‘Ya hocaya, ya kocaya!’ esprisi yapardı. Halbuki daha 20’li yaşlarında kendisi hem hocaydı hem kocaydı, hem de hafızdı. Köyün başka adama ihtiyacı yoktu, bi tabii insan ikisi de olabilirdi, böylece din-devlet çatışmasını bitirebilirdi. 80 darbesinde mevzuyu çözmüştü, önemsenmedi. 36 yıl sonra 256 can gitti. Hâlâ da akıl alan kimseyi görmedim.”

Her nedense babam, kendisine tamamen zıt bir kızı alıp gelin diye tanıtınca önceleri hazmedememişti, anlamlandıramamış, benimsememişti. Ama uzun sürmedi. İki masumiyet, bir evladın hâkimliğinde barışıyordu. Annem Zeynep Kürt’tü, aileye aykırıydı, 3 kız-kardeşin yanında ezilirdi, din-diyanet bilmezdi, ama çok güzeldi, hepsinden güzeldi, başka bir özelliğe gerek duymayacak kadar güzeldi. Çünkü o da Fırat Dicle’nin ortasından, Suriye’den, Babil’in Asma Bahçelerinden, 4.000 yıllık uygarlıktan geliyordu.” F.T.

Hadi köyümüze geri dönelim! Kesinlikle Alevi dedesinin koyabileceği isimlere sahip olan babaanne tarafım, Hasan Hoca’nın en büyük kızını yine köyde hatırı sayılır bir zengine verme peşindeydi. Dinin tamamının zaten kendilerinin hegemonyasında olduğunu görmüş olacaklar ki, sadece kendilerinin değil ahalinin de koyunlarını giden Şavgı dedeme Gürcü’yü layık görüyorlardı, halbuki bu kutsal ruh bugüne kadar Allah’ın adını anmamıştı. Fakat ailecek değişik bir ticaret kafası vardı. Genetik olarak tamamen zıt olan iki kutbun birleşimini ifade eden en büyük oğul babam onca dinî ismin arasından sıyrılarak Durmuş adını alıyordu ve ileride görüleceği üzere ailenin tüm gençleri üzerinde az çok etki sahibi olacak kadar büyük bir genetik zekaya sahip oluyordu. Kendisini köyden dışarı iten göç sürecinde, çevresinde bulunan akraba kızlarına bir türlü gönlü ısınmamış, göç ettiği yerde yine kendisinden %100 genetik farklı olan annemi beğenivermişti. Benzer süreçleri annem de yaşadığını belirtmişti laf aralarında; kuzenlerinin ona olan ilgisinden bahsetmişti. İşte bugün tam olarak ayrılmış %50-%50 Türk-Kürt genetiğinden oluşan ortanca çocuk olarak bu satırları yazıyorum ki bir daha bu ayrım ülkemde asla yapılmasın. Kendimi iki taraf konusunda bilirkişi yapma niyetini değilim fakat Erdoğan-Demirtaş ayrımını yapanlar iki tarafın da asla objektif olamayacağını düşünmekteler. Siz ne kadar kendinize eğitseniz de 4 milyon yıllık insan beyni evriminin birikimlerine 40 sene ulaşamazsınız. Hatta biz üç erkek kardeş arasında bile abim Kürtlere, küçüğümüz Türklere benzemekte. Ben mi? Benim zihni yapım Türklere, fiziki yapım ise Kürtlere çekmiş. Hani derler ya etle tırnak gibiyiz! Kitabın saçma teorileri barındırmasını istemiyorum ama ellerimin büyüklüğü annem, yumuşak dokusu babam; tırnak yapım annem, rengi babam. Yakışıklı biri değilim, kendimi güçlü de hissetmiyorum ama evrimin iki tarafın da güçlü genlerini topladığı ortada. Estetik açıdan gelişen evrimi gözlemlemek için medeniyetin gelişmesini beklemek gerek. Hitler bu konuda yanıldı çünkü şu anki evrimsel süreçte mükemmel insana ulaşmak, ancak birbirine uzak olan genleri çiftleştirerek meydana gelebilir. En azından güçlü birey üretmek için, ana hedefiniz geçici bir estetiğe ulaşmaksa görünürdeki aryan ırklarının çiftleşmesi size daha güzel insanlar yaratabilir. Tabii ki en güzel insan bu teoride İsa Mesih olmalı çünkü yarı geni babasından aldı. Tabii ki Meryem onu nasıl aylarca sakladı ve doğuracağı zaman neden uzağa gidip çocuğu bir ahırda meydana getirdi bilemiyoruz. Hristiyan kaynaklarında insanların Meryem’i ve bebeği orada buldukları yazılsa da İslami kaynaklar doğumun evde olduğunu ve doğduğunda hemen konuştuğunu söylüyorlar. Bu konuda kesin bilgilere, inanın sizin kadar benim de ihtiyacım var. Günümüz kamera sistemleri ve DNA testleriyle çözülebilecek işler bizi yine yıprattı.” F.T

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